I closed my eyes…..
I was so lost.
I’m still lost, like a ship out to sea
with no compass.
The calm before the storm has since passed.
The endless torment of the waves mocks our very existence.
But Time always wins, for it is endless.
The candle dies.
And the wind is gone.
At this moment I think to myself, I want to, no,
I need to find him, God, but I’m unaware of his existence.
I’m unaware of my own existence.
I feel as though life itself is only a dream.
And we don’t exist.
Nothing exists; it’s all a dream.
God - the seas and the moon - our own personal vision.
I am just a thought set to sail endlessly
through the eternal shores of the skies….. I open my eyes.
I open my eyes and I see him.
Not God - but the Thought.
A mirror looking straight back into my soul.
The Thought was cleverly disguise as Satan.
“Hello.” he simply said, then smiled a wry smile.
“I’ve been listening to you, your thoughts, for a very long time. You search for him, through all the eternities, yet you already know, deep inside your very being, that which what you seek, does not exist. You’ve solved this riddle during your endless travels, yet you still try and bend time, and defy fate. Answer me this, why must you deny that which you know is true?”
“Because Satan…..I must find, and face Death. I must face Death, so I can finally find God.”
Satan laughed a wicked laugh, and was then gone.
This left me feeling empty and alone.
This emptiness was a familiar feeling,
and at that time I knew the truth;
No heaven or hell.
No Divine ruler of the universe.
Just a Thought.
Just a Thought to forever wander
among the vacant eternities. - T.P.P.
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