My abuser is a #fakeMuslim
and twisted what is essentially a beautiful religion. In his warped, delusional view — he was “allowed” to engage in #haram
activities like drinking alcohol, consuming enormous amounts of drugs, fucking anything in sight, lying compulsively, and being a massive fan of abortion. But when it suited him, he’d pretend to “love #Allah
.” . .
, when practised by sane people, promotes respect for women — like many fake Muslims, the abuser twisted this aspect too. He had various non-Muslim women — me included — he felt he had a right to pretend to be dating but actually conned & used for sex & abuse. Because we’re non-Muslim he held the belief that our main purpose in life was to be fucked like whores and discarded. Never occurred to him that perhaps non-Muslim women seek love & kindness, aren't prostitutes, & aren’t interested in being used like a blow-up doll by a deranged, evil man with severe #sexualdysfunction
issues. . .
The narcissist also targets Muslim women & he’d abuse them horribly too-- but would also marry, get engaged to or date them seriously, introduce these targets to his family, etc. None of this individual’s targets, whether they’re #Muslim
, or #Atheist
, escape eventually being disrespected and mistreated by this #narcissist
, but they are slotted into very rigid categories. True #MadonnaWhoreComplex
. . . .
What were your experiences? . . .
#narcissisticabuse #FakeSpirituality #spiritualnarcissists