(For some reason, the video cuts out, but if you listen, you can still hear the audio. <3)
It's quite possible that I love my life.
I was making a video of my newest baby, Silver(now Holiday)simply to show instagram how cool she is...
When I rewatched the video...
no joke, I started to cry.
I never imagined I'd actually be able to hear and feel the joy and happiness radiating from my spirit.
It's indescribable to recognize how far I'm come in the past 3 years.
On a normal day, I make it a point to pray that my joyful spirit radiates and touches the lives of those around me.
It took awhile and about a million wrong turns, but I think I've finally reached the path I'm destined for...I may not be at the final destination(because let's be honest, we are all growing and learning until the day we leave this beautiful earth).
I can 100% say that I never thought I would be able to enjoy my life and be truly joyful again. At my lowest, I was to the point where I never got out of bed, felt like a complete failure and as if I wouldn't be missed. Why exist if you have lost hope? I had no reason. I had no explanation for my severe anxiety and depression. I couldn't be convinced that all of my hopelessness and sadness would turn into this abundance of love, joy, peace, clarity, and understanding...at the time it seemed hopeless.
I'm not perfect, I still have struggle days, but I know what it's like, I've been there, I've lost all hope. So trust me when I say that you're not alone. Remember, it's always darkest right before the dawn. We are all human. Each beautifully flawed and broken in our own way, facing our own storms. Dont be afraid to message me if you're struggling, it really is comforting to know that you're talking to someone who understands.
I truly and wholeheartedly love you all!
...and gosh dang, I love this snekkkkkkkkkkkk! ❤😘🐍
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