Sup guys. I want to do something new. I want to start posting more content about the different gear that I use and how it helps me create the photos & videos I want and how it could possibly help you do the same. And I don’t know, maybe I’ll do this weekly. Or daily. Or minutely. We’ll see.
Above are some @sigmaphoto
lenses that I use pretty much for everything that I shoot. Sigma makes some of the best and most affordable lenses out there and I’d recommend them to everyone. They have a series of prime lenses that I’d honestly prefer over Canon or Sony’s. (Boo Nikon) If you want to take your photo/video game to the next level, I really recommend checking out Sigma lenses & seeing how they’ll change your photos.
Thanks for tuning into this weeks edition of #idontknowwhattocallthisseries
. See u guys next week ✌🏼
9 UNSENT TEXT MESSAGES: pt 1
1. Congratulations on your new family— the one you said you never wanted, but I guess people change. Although I can’t be too sure what about you has actually changed considering how much of your authentic self was fabricated for my sake. I’m not sure if I ever really knew the real you, or just the version you made up for me. What, did it feel good to have someone want you so bad that you were willing to sacrifice your truth for it? I guess the attention I gave you made you feel as high as the night we saw the train? You always were a thrill seeker. Regardless of the ways we hurt each other, I do hope you wake up happy every day. I hope you never have to fake it, the way you did with me. By the way, do you still have that letter underneath your bed? I wonder.
2. Happy birthday. Does it even bother you that I was the one person you didn’t hear it from? Did you think I’d break the silence? Did you want me to? Because I almost did, for what it’s worth. Almost. Like everything else with us. Almost friends, almost too much, almost a disaster. Everyone always told me the same things about you— You said this to that girl, this to another, and yet I can’t help but think I’m different. Maybe it’s simply because I know my worth, or maybe it’s because your energy always spoke louder than words did. Or maybe I just romanticized who you really are like I have so many other people in my life and you actually suck way more than I accounted for. Either way, I saw the grin on your face when you noticed me that night.
3. It’s a shame you couldn’t see what you had when you were lucky enough to have it. I cared more than you deserved. I poured so much of my heart into your dream that I forgot about my own, and all I got from you is the automated, two-ply, see-through “thank you” that you gave the others who walked out. Turns out you aren’t the intricate, damaged person I thought you were who just needed someone to understand— on the contrary, you leave the intricate damaged, because YOU fail to understand. I worry that with your finger always pointing the blame in the direction of another, you’ll never look in the mirror long enough to see the truth.
While driving hectically around today I started thinking of where I’ve been and where I’m going. I have only been in Germany for two weeks now and I think I am finally believing that I am here. Within these weeks I bought a car and found a place to call a new home. Now, I’m just ready to be settled in so I can begin venturing out into Europe to open my eyes even more. 🇩🇪 @julian_hol
where to next man? 🤘🏼 Lastly, Enjoy these clips from the floating markets in Bangkok, and from my scuba diving experience in the Gili T. Islands. 🎞