What if, you simply devoted this year to loving yourself more? 🎪🌈👸🎪🌈👸🎪🌈👸🎪🌈 As much as I have enjoyed my newfound experience in the dating world, mainly how bad it was and the comedic relief it invited into my life... I know it serves as surface value to what I want for my future. I want to be fully committed to myself. This year I have allowed myself actual time and space to question "what is it that YOU want?" "What do YOU value?". I have been in some kind of committed relationship for the past six years. For some individuals that is great, they benefit from one another and having a partner. However, for myself, I am discovering it served as more of a distraction. I hardly know myself. I never gave myself time to ask "is this what YOU want?". I moved back home to Canada and fell into some kind of habitual routine of "dating, partners, talk marriage, talk children, done, this is forever". I don't even think I want kids? Honestly... I don't think I want them.
I love being alone.
I don't think I am to be with someone forever... that seems like a lot of pressure, does it not?
I feel like an entirely different person. One that hardly recognizes who she was a year ago. I put myself first and opened up a world of opportunities. I feel empowered by my independence and grateful that I am alone, able to ask myself what it is that I want.
And that's cool. I'm allowed to be single, like forever 🤗
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