#GreenAesthetic

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Some jumbled thoughts: We all have a child, an adult, and a parent inside of us. Therapy is currently turning into a process of allowing myself to revert back to childhood me. This is proving to be more difficult than I thought, because the defensive parent me instantly swoops in with "thats stupid" to every emotion I've ever experienced. I guess in ideal circumstances parent me would've evolved in my teenage years to be the protector, the rational, level headed, and compassionate part of myself. But she was alerted at a young age when she saw how some adults bullied me into self-hatred. From then on she thought she could protect me by bullying me before anyone else could. Never letting me try new things in case I wasn't good at it immediately, never allowing me to speak unless I was 100% certain it'd be received well. Never show emotion, never approach people. Sit in your uncomfortable seat while you're busting to pee because if you stand up everybody will look at you and see that you're pitiful and inferior. Its written all over your face, impossible to miss. I'm burdened with the task of now retraining my parent self. She was meant to be nurturing, encouraging. I was meant to be the ultimate friend to myself, and instead I was throwing salt in my own wounds. In my therapist's words, "you're repeating the abuse to yourself". And I had no idea. It was so embedded into my subconscious. Even now she's screaming at me "this is instagram, anyone can see it, you're pathetic and dumb and everyone thinks so, at least try to justify what you're sharing". I'm sure this will be a constant thing for a long time to come. But today I'm making a conscious choice to laugh at those thoughts. None of them are my words and they never should've been shoved down my throat in the first place. I am good enough. I'm as good as anyone else. I'm allowed to feel sad. I'm allowed to be pissed off at the people who hurt me. I'm allowed to have my own interests, likes, dislikes. I'm allowed to make mistakes and I'm allowed to be imperfect. I'm lovable, I'm smart, I'm talented, I'm kind, I'm interesting. I have things to offer, and even if I didn't I would still deserve to be happy 💓
She done already done had herses 😛
i’m currently in lexington, virginia right now for a summer program so i’m sorry if i don’t post a lot! lmao just when i think i’ll post more, i dONT wOOoo • • • #studygram #studyspiration #studyspo #studying #bulletjournal #bujo #planner #stickers #stationery #weeklyspread #weekly #bestofbujos #bujoideasrepost #bulletjournalss #thepalepaper #showmeyourplanner #flatlay #flatlays #minimalism #bujoinspiration #bujoaddict #journalspread #green #lucky #greenaesthetic
(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ Don’t forget to floss ♥ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ (Don’t mind all the #s I’m trying to get more followers) #explorepage #aesthetic #aestheticedits #grunge #softaesthetic #summer #bestfriends #explore #greenaesthetic #blueaesthetic #purpleaesthetic #skatergirl #outfitinspo #aestheticfashion #vintage #90sfashion #bluehair #egirl #ootd #aestheticoutfits #aestheticoutfit #freetheniple
Mis últimas fotos con cabello largo:(.
People that drink orange juice with pulp🍊are superior and that’s on PERIODT.
Hook line and sinker Or something like that #plants #green #leaves #detail #greenaesthetic #plantaesthetic
Esse domingo vai ter a famosa parada LGBTQ+ 🏳️‍🌈 em São Paulo. QUEM EU VEJO LÁ? #happypridemonth #pride
Mad hoes are sad hoes Contact: @ttd_eye Shirt: @kissmebangbang
Deem um "Oi" para o @josuefeliciano_ lá atras hahaha 💗
☘️🍃☘️🍃☘️🍃☘️🍃☘️🍃☘️🍃 Shaggy Rogers aesthetic. Might redo this one but idk #scoobydoo #shaggyrogers #moodboard #green #aesthetic #greenaesthetic #scoobydoomoodboard
i wanna put more colour in my room cause she really is so boring and BEIGE
Virtual reality
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart - Alessia cara // Salvem pf 💗🖤
Nada mejor que unas vacaciones bien merecidas pues hay mucha mierda en mi facultad al igual qué Massachusetts
QOTD: what’s your favorite Zelda game? A: mine is Links Awakening or Ocarina of Time. • • • #greenaesthetictumblr #greenaesthetic #zelda #link #zeldafanart #linkfanart #ocarinaoftime #nintendo #nintendoswitch #n64
Heller 🤩 I was gonna post yesterday but I forgot agAin whoops n e ways this is a pretty random spread I made of some lists I wanted to keep, and I mean I wanted to use these pictures of hyuck so sounds like a winwin ;) sjwiziwijsw I’ll go now smh . . . . Some tags ig: #kpopjournal #kpop #journal #journaling #notes #aesthetic #blue #pink #kpopbujo #kpopjournaling #kpopjournalinspo #kpopbulletjournal #study #studygram #studying #purple #nct #softaesthetic #soft #greenaesthetic #yellowaesthetic #yellow #nct127 #nctdream #nctdream #fullsun #leedonghyuck #donghyuck #haechan
Потом удалю. Скопировала у какой-то девочки хештеги и прикольно было бы их поставить и посмотреть чё из этого выйдет. #blueaesthetic #pinkaestetic #blackaestetic  #aesthetic #peachaesthetics  #peachaesthetic #peach #goldaesthetic  #tumbleraesthetic #girl #grunge  #pinkaesthetics #sunset #peach #peachmakeup #цветныеволосы #neformal #pinkhair #aestheticmakeup #peaches #peachgirl #sunrise #blueaesthetic  #greenaesthetic #greenaesthetics  #redaesthetics #grungegirl #redaesthetic
follow @jealousjunkie for more !! again my sweetheart lily rose 💝
Attitude and enthusiasm play a big part in my life. I get excited about the things that inspire me. I also believe in laughing and having a good time. And you know what: it is always a good time to laugh! Thanks to @social.cut for this image. #BippityBison #BeBold #BeHappy #Green #GreenColor #GreenTheme #PrintArt #GreenAesthetic #GeometricArt #Art #Artist #VisualArt #ArtWork #InstaArtist #Creative #OnlineShopping #OnlineShop #Style #OnlineStore #ootd #ShoppingOnline #InstaGood #bhfyp #InstaArt #DesignInspiration #BrightColors #Contrast #GoodTime
Hey I was only absent for five weeks this time. Now I have a stockpile of aesthetics to post >;) * * * * * #Fashion #fashionblog #style #aesthetic #aestheticfashion #fashionicon #cute #cutefashion #allfashion #Istanjadensmith #letsdothis #armyaesthetics #greenaesthetic #armygreen
Every gay and lesbian person who has been lucky enough to survive the turmoil of growing up is a survivor. Survivors always have an obligation to those who will face the same challenges. #aesthetic #aesthetics #greenaesthetic #lightaesthetics #love #fallinginlove #summer #deepaesthetics #pride2019 #pridemonth #lgbt #gay #pride #gaypride
It takes some intelligence and insight to figure out you're gay and then a tremendous amount of balls to live it and live it proudly. #aesthetic #aesthetics #greenaesthetic #lightaesthetics #love #fallinginlove #summer #deepaesthetics #pride2019 #pridemonth #lgbt #gay #pride #gaypride
I believe that no one should ever have to choose between a career we love and living our lives with authenticity and integrity. #aesthetic #aesthetics #greenaesthetic #lightaesthetics #love #fallinginlove #summer #deepaesthetics #pride2019 #pridemonth #lgbt #gay #pride #gaypride
keep your heart eyes for me only . . . . . . . . creds: @flxxrian
Today was a good day
Buonanotte 🎑 Goodnight 🌒 -Mia🍓 . . . . Tag #greenaesthetic #aesthetic
。.。:∞♡*♥ Like it’s 1954 ♥*♡∞:。.。
🍶🐉 -Mia🍓 . . . . Tag #greenaesthetic #aesthetic
•Me and my Shadow•
""I wonder,” he said, “whether the stars are set alight in heaven so that one day each one of us may find his own again..." - The Little Prince
the weather is so yucky; whats the weather like where u are?
❤ «тепло рук»
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