I never wanted it to happen. She was my best friend and it was supposed be this way forever but then somewhere between our late night chats and 5 hour long phonecalls and after college burger sessions, I fell for her. I fell for her and I never realized this until I was heads over heels in love with her. All this process was too slow for me to realize. I started caring for her more than my other friend and then I never wanted her to know that I care for her. I never wanted to tell her that Its happening and she's becoming special for me. Maybe it's just a phase, it'll go away. I'm single that's why it's happening, but no, she had bewitched me. I couldn't escape her, I tried to stay away, I tried to date other girls but she never left my mind and now I'm here watching her dating other guy. Had I told her what I feel about her, she could have been mine. She could have been mine but I lost my chance. I was too busy in negating my feelings and I lost her. I lost her! .
-an excerpt from his diary. .
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