I did an mediocre life experiment. I decided to not hit the gym for a week. I decided to not wake up early. I decided to not follow a schedule. I decided to not take the charge of my life and just go with the flow. The plan for a week extended to following 2 weeks. Reasons for extension? I lost a loved one. I wasn't mourning or grieving but reflecting. It was a Tuesday evening, when I was sitting alone on the side of the road, in front of the hospital. I realised that there is no such thing as time. We are all just moving. I can't define my past, neither my future, all I can define is NOW. It doesn't matter, what the circumstances you find yourself in. The power is within you to change them now. What has or had happened or will happen isn't in your control. Although what's in your control are your present actions. After this incident, I joined back the gym, Started scheduling, because I can't live mediocre. I can't let my feelings drive me. I love to be in full control of myself. After the realisation, I don't care if it's Sunday or Monday, or it's 12 in the midnight or 5 in the morning. I do shit I love. Time doesn't matter to me. Just following it for the sake of this so called civilised fucking society.
PS: that moustache is because I just wanted a new look. I pulled it off, I guess. No I don't need your opinion, thanks! Way too confident to be buried down by opinions. Cheers!
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