~*YAAY PIXEL SHIT*~ *Mega Venting*
Sometimes I really feel...HEAVY, really REALLY tired of everything. I'm not asking for your pity cause I'm not even writing for you. I'm writing for MYSELF. I was always a depressed person, I just didn't know it. Yeah I've cut myself already. I've always thought
I felt (still feel) like I was ugly because of fucking media.
I've spent days...so many countless days in black and white: tasteless food.
Can't sleep but always exhausted.
Bed won't let you go. I know.
A bottomless pit of sadness and you can't scream for help.
You don't even know what's happening.
Used to talk about suicide much more than really thinking of it, but yeah I knew I could GAME OVER whenever I wanted and I still wonder a bit if anyone would ever miss me.
Fucking college with fucking fake people who don't care about each other, only care about their profiles and grades! College depression made me start smoking like a mf. 10 years friendship gone through the days as he started dating a random girl. Idk anymore...so much shit.
Being called a "rotten child" by your mother, fighting your father. Brother's a spoiled piece of shit, younger one growing up by stupid youtube videos.
I'm not cool, but I'm stronger. I'm WAY STRONGER than the weight in my back. I know I can take it. This strength, call it "faith" or "hope", but I call it WILLPOWER. If you're actually reading, then comment "I feel you" if you could connect to anything I said. Life hits hard, I know.
Don't let society judge you. Society only fucked you up. Buy a hat written "Fuck What People Think" and go live your life!
You need help? Go and GET help, no shame in that! You wanna talk to someone and I know it. You need someone to understand and to help.
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