Sharing my thoughts from a few weeks ago when I went to see a Pakistani movie Parwaaz Hai Junoon.
My dear dear hubby, may Allah SWT bless you with the darja/rank your heart so badly desired... ameen
As I leave to go watch Parwaaz Hai Junoon, so many memories flood my heart. The coveralls, the night ADAs, the postings, saying you’ll be home early and then not showing up until late at night and let’s not forget the never ending night flying.
I remember our home in Masroor and Mushaf base, I remember keeping all the lights turned on when you were gone for night flying and being on the lookout for chipkalis. I remember the sound the coaster made when it stopped to drop the officers home. I remember how cool it felt to be married to a fighter pilot and then remember actually seeing you fly an F-16 and being scared out of my mind.
I remember telling all my chachas about the different planes and how I get to travel in a C-130 (even though there was nothing cool about it🙈) and how attentively they all used to listen to me because they also thought everything I was telling them was the coolest thing ever!
I remember everything!
I truly believe that in the grand scheme of things, Allah swt has something outstanding planned for us and it is only that thought that keeps my faith strong and keeps me going. Because there are times when I want the whole world to stop and mourn your loss with me, ask me if I’m okay, but then I realize that I actually never lost you, that you’re always here, so very close to me, you’re in everything I do, everything I write, you’re still so alive in my life, and in my heart. You’re always in my duas, you “are” my dua, and until we meet again Muntajib Ahmed, I hope you remember that
there was a girl who was/still is hopelessly in love with you, who makes endless duas for you every day and will continue to do so until the very end, whose heart only looks forward to the day when she’ll be able to see you again iA!
Sending all my love and duas your way, always!♥️ #muntajibandmadiha #myreallifehero #paf #pakistanairforce #pakistan #parwaazhaijunoon #hope #faith