#Relapse

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Had to do it 😎🖕
Gonna hit 2k followers real fucking soon guys
I think I used to have this idea that once I was in recovery for "x" amount of years, I would be immune from my eating disorder. For so long, I was practicing recovery because it was routine - my "new normal." The mere thought of relapse was unacceptable. But then life happens, and suddenly Ed seems to gain power again. What once was a distant memory feels like just yesterday, and I am reminded of the many reasons why eating disorders are such powerful, complex, and exhausting mental illnesses. No matter how far into recovery I get, I think a tiny piece of me will always miss my eating disorder. When life is great, I don't need Ed. But when life is hard, Ed seems like a comforting fallback - a miserable one, but an eerily comforting one at the same time. It's these moments that make recovery so hard. But in these moments, we can choose to fight. These moments give us a chance to show Ed just how much better we are without him. A chance to show the Enemy exactly who he is messing with. And a chance to bravely choose recovery over relapse - one day at a time 💘💪 #recovery #relapse #nottodaysatan #edrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderrrcovery #anorexiarecovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #osfed #recoverywarrior #prorecovery #staystrong
When #Eminem used to be on them accents 🔥👿. How would you rate #Relapse ? Did we get it right? . . 💨Follow: @debatecity 💨 . . @eminem
More bentos! Vegan and oil free🌿 Lunch was sautéed peppers & onions(with water) on top of brown rice, with homemade guacamole & honey pineapple on the side 🤤 Side note, gunna start keeping track of days that I’ve been purge free, not even at one yet haha, but I’m trying 🙃 #vegan #recovery #edrecovery #relapse #veganrecovery #rice #guacamole #pineapple #plants #struggle #hclfvegan
First day of vacation today was absolutely awesome! I was so afraid of this trip because food, numbers,bulimia, weight etc. But today was really great! On the third pic you can see my breakfast on the left: low fat curd with oats and melon + coffee (250) and my lunch on the right: Bell pepper and chicken breast (230). Then I had another cup of coffee with rice milk and half of this giant apple in the afternoon (70). For dinner I had this salad (without the onion and the bread stick and as little of the dressing as possible; 220) aaaaand after I walked around a lot in the evening and went swimming I also had a protein shake and a carrot as night snack (160). So I have consumed 930kcal which is a liiittle bit too much for me in my opinion, 40 less would kinda have been okay which is totally stupid haha. So I’m trying to be as calm as possible because this day was super fun! Had a nice road trip, arrived Input amazing hotel, went shoppen, to a restaurant, to the beach and then stepped into the indoor pool🤩 I’m so much happier than I expected I could be here omg🙆🏼‍♀️ btw: I didn’t throw up at all today 😎 #happy #niceday #apple #fooddiary #food #meals #mealplan #ana #mia #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimiarecovery #bulimia #relapse #salad #protein #beach
Before I say what I am about to say let me say this about Eminem, his lyrical ability is still incrediable and he will probably go down in most people's list as a top 10 rapper. Nobody in the game right now is even onpar with his witty remarks and wordplay. However, Revival was the worst piece of work he's ever come out with and will forever be a stain on his legacy. Then Kamikaze was a response to the justified critisim that he got from Revival. Him calling out people like Tyler the creator and Earl just makes him seem extremly bitter... His rapping is still good but what he has been saying lately in his songs is bullshit 🤷🏾‍♂️ (The slideshow are a few of the songs that show how great Em was and can still be)
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There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore. #edrecovery #struggle #eatingdisorderrecovery #relapse #bodyshaming #workingonacceptingmyself #selflove #health
They said wtf happened to hiphop I saaaid bitch I don’t have any answers! . ______________________________________________________—//——————————————\\ . ➡️Follow💯@omar_mathers 💯. ➡️Follow💯@omar_mathers 💯. \\——————————————//. _______________________________________________________ #eminem #slimshady #marshallmatherslp2 #shadyyourself #eminemxxv 👑 #eminemmemes #eminemfan #eminem4ever #eminemlover #eminemfanpage #eminemstans #eminemedits #momsspaghetti #eminemlove #marshallmathers #8mile #detroit #slimshadyfans #slimshadyshow #revival #relapse #marshall #stanfamily #stan #bigproofforever #marshallmatters #shadyxv
The ‘you don’t think I give up that easy do you?’ face 😜 I may have relapsed but that is just another experience branch on my tree of life. Ain’t nobody guna knock me down, I will continue to be a warrior and grow bigger and better than before 💪🙏🏻💖 #hope #belief #beliefinmyself #sober #warrior #soberwarrior #soberaf #alcoholfree #alcoholism #alcoholismrecovery #recovery #recoverywarrior #soberselfie #day6 #relapse #nevergiveup #myjourney #treeoflife #gratitude #sobriety #recoveryispossible #keepgoing #staystrong #plantbased #healthybody #healthymind
Let’s Make Another Movie Tonight!! #Relapse Tonight At @dallascabaretsouth !! Open Til 5am Nude BYOB 18+
#Eminem Discografia por Mega 👉 https://youtu.be/mg1QvHklaeo 😎 #SlimShady #Infinite #MarshallMathers #Encore #Relapse #Recovery #MMLP2 #Revival #Kamikaze
I hope squirt gun Kelly don't think he can come back from this Lol Eminem didn't even go that hard,he just clowned him being a Stan....@machinegunkelly don't drop that ep if you still want the career you have left....you won't be opening for anybody if you get that smoke in round ✌🏽...... . . . . . . . . . . . . @gramz.of.muzik #Eminem #killshot #mgkdiss #rapgod #relapse #em #slimshady #slimshadylp #shady #brabbit #8mile #marshall #marshallmathers #marshallbrucemathers #shadyrecords #stan #rapdevil #ripmgk #ripmgkcarreer #rap #hiphop #l4l #detroit #shadyyourself #Rapping #Rapper #Instarap #Instamusic #geazy
19.September 2018 Mein Frühstück vom Montag😊 Die letzten beiden Tage waren sehr schwer für mich, irgendwie ging alles schief. Meine Mum hat uns gesagt das wir ein kleines Geschwistertes bekommen werden, dass sie im dritten Monat schwanger ist. Einen Tag darauf (also gestern) hat sie es verlohren, sie bekam starke Bauchkrämpfe und Blutungen. Sie meint ihr geht es gut, aber ich sehe die Traurigkeit in ihren Augen😔 ich will nicht egoistisch Klingen aber mir geht es auch nicht gut, ich habe mich schon sehr auf mein neues Geschwistertes gefreut. Ich kann nicht mitansehen wie meine Mum so Leidet, aber ich weiss nicht wie ich ihr helfen kann. Dazu kommt noch der Wiegetermin von Gestern, der nicht gut war, TW ich habe 1.2 Kg abgenommen, weil ich es einfach nicht hinbekomme zu essen 😓 dabei versuche ich immer mein bestes zu geben, meine Anorexie ist einfach zu stark. TWE Mein Körper ist nur noch TW 4Kg TWE davon entfernt wieder normal zu sein aber meiner Psyche geht es schlimmer als jeh zuvor. Ich muss eben einfach stark sein, einfach essen 😖 ich will nicht das meine Familie sich um mich sorgen muss, ich will nicht zuviel Platz in anspruch nehmen. ABER ICH WILL LEBEN OHNE ANOREXIE. ICH MUSS KÄMPFEN #anorexia #Anorexie #Anorexianervosa #ed #edwarrior #edfighter #recovery #recovering #recover #progress #Magersucht #sport #fit #fitness #healthy #eat #Magersuchtrecovery #exercise #fitness #eatittobeatit #stronger #Anorexic #Ed #orthorexic #ortorexia #weightloss #relapse #inpatient #positive #fight
I let it all out tonight. I broke down crying to the manager of my flat. I’ve been holding myself together pretending to be this strong girl who can take on the world. But right now what am I even living for? I had some hope. But that hope has gone. I’ll never be good enough, simple as. #depressed #depression #fat #ugly #quote #bipolar #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #relapse #recovery #outpatient
• Skills • . ▪️ Skills-Modul 2: Stresstoleranz . Fortsetzung des gestrigen Moduls. Heute mit Gruppe 2: • Skills zum Annehmen der Realität und zum Aufbau von Verantwortung . Während die Fertigkeiten aus der Gruppe 1 nur eine kurzfristige Wirkung zeigen und ausschließlich für und zur Bewältigung von kritischen Momenten sowie Hochstress genutzt werden, gehören die Skills der Gruppe 2 zu den längerfristig wirksamen Fertigkeiten. . Die oben genannten Skills (einfach swipen) sind hilfreich um die Realität anzunehmen wie sie aktuell ist, da man diese sowieso in dem Moment nicht ändern kann. Es würde nichts bringen darüber nachzudenken wie es hätte sein können, wenn bestimmte Situationen anders gelaufen wären. Es bedarf viel Übung und Ausdauer diese Skills irgendwann richtig und wenn möglich sogar fast schon unbewusst einzusetzen. - aber, »nichts ist unmöglich«! . (Quelle: Ratgeber Borderline Störung. Bohus • Reicherzer) *Werbung da Namensnennung . #recovery #recoverrelpse #relapse #depression #depressionthoughts #recoveryisworthit #svv #socialanxiety #selfharm #anxiety #fight #fighting #ptbs #ptsd #borderline #bpd #bps #skills #skillen #recovered #health #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #anxietyrecovery #borderlinerecovery #breakthesilence #stigma
Eminem's "Killshot" has reached #1 on US iTunes (singles).Eminem now has #1 song "KILLSHOT" and #1 Album "Kamikaze" on US ______________________ According to Billboard with 38.1 million views in its first 24 hours, Eminem's “Killshot” marks YouTube’s biggest Hip Hop video debut and third biggest overall debut in it's history. Biggest first week ever for a hip-hop music video on YouTube : 76 MILLION VIEWS by "I Love It" (kanyewest & lilpump ft. Adele Givens) Eminem's "KILLSHOT" in just 5 days : ~81.3 MILLION VIEWS. RAP GOD JUST CAN'T STOP BREAKING RECORDS!🔥🔥🔥______________________ BUT BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIII🔥🔥🔥🔥#letstalkaboutit . #records #killshot #rapdevil #chart #ituneschart #mgk #machinegunkelly #eminem #slimshady #marshallmathers #brabbit #rapgod #stan #angryblonde #hiphop #313 #slimshadylp #marshallmatherslp #eminemshow #encore #curtaincall #relapse #refill #recovery #marshallmatherslp2 #shadyxv #revival #kamikaze
already posting a filler for my theme bc I feel like I'll fall asleep soon. the talk w my doctor went better than expected. I'm officially discharged fron the clinic after over 2 years outpatient treatment!! also the ward is for children and teens and I'm almost 21 so they wouldn't be allowed to treat me anymore. the goodbye was really sweet actually, my doctor played a song on the piano before I left. I was worried for nothing about dad's opinion bc he was understanding and encouraging that not he's gonna control me but that I learn to keep an eye on myself. thus he suggested buying a new scale and I guess I'll do that tmrw. been walking a lot this afternoon and it was really warm again plus I didn't sleep last night. wanted to do so much but also just sleep. I was even too tired for stretching so I've been laying on my yoga mat most of the time now and maybe go to bed soon
Doesnt every girl wan get fingered like that? Pic stolen from: @shadyslp dont freak out cz the dog took a shit in the bathroom we agreed it'd be more believeable if we'd just say it was him not me • Thanks to @eminem_insane_ for giving me the strengh again to go outsida my life and join social media after crying my eyeballs out and playing dead for 5months bc my whole childhood's been destroyed cz i always thought Cher was a man.... • #eminem #slimshady #marshallmathers #teamshady #teammathers #teammarshall #marshallbrucemathersIII #screamingshadytillidie #recovery #revival #marshallmatgerslp #sslp #mmlp #mmlp2 #relapse #eminemshow #slimshadylp
Called suicide hotline in Germany(well I didn’t try one) and UK and they didn’t work. I gave up in the end. I‘m so suicidal rn • • • #happy #recovering #smile #smiling #loveyourself #love #yourself #bullied #hated #selfharmer #hatred #depressed #anorexic #hurt #scars #anxiety #pic #quiet #silent #shy #crazy #hyper #inlove #love #suicidal #bulimia #deadinside #hopless #worthless #relapse
• ✨Not many people would ever believe I tried to commit suicide. It is a touchy topic people should talk about more, because it can happen to anyone. Depression is real, Addiction is real, Mental Illness is real, Bullying is real. There is help out there, and no one should ever have to feel alone 🦋• #soberpal #positivity #addiction #recovery #relapse #drugfree #selfhelp #personaldevelopment #friends #support #motovation #USA #penpals #quotes #AA #Energy #goodvibes #sobriety #fitness #health #travel #europe #la #cali
My stomach today. I want to be skinny again. Where are my hipbones? Otherwise, I want to eat like a normal person. I repeat yo myself this is the fourth time I relapse, and it is gonna be the last time. Wont go back to the hospital. #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #stomach #relapse #anorexiarelapse #skinny #hipbones #eating #eatingdisorder #ed #edrecovery
At the intersection of learning and practice. #CONHI DNP students Reena Pathak and Gayle Bachelier, chat about their work before seeing clients at the @showazclinic at Crossroads residential and outpatient substances abuse treatment program. 📸 by Deanna Dent @asunow Visit the link in our profile to see how #ASU SHOW students gain health care experience while improving patient outcomes. . . . . . #CONHI #ASU #SHOW #Crossroads #partnerships #learninglab #substanceuse #treatment #clinic #students #healthcare #outcomes #experience #outreach #learning #practice #realworld #prepare #opioid #opioidepidemic #soberliving #medicalcare #relapse
Causin' illusions again, brain contusions again ❌❌ #stan #3am #relapse #glitch #glitchart
• "anxiety kills your self esteem" How can it kill what's already dead? • - - - - - #selfhate #selfharm #depressed #depression #anxiety #eatingdisorder #relapse #ritzen #notenough #broken 💔#helpme #iwannadie #ana #iwannabeskinny #anorexicgirl #anorexic #anorexia
Sufferers are not alone – the Mental Health Foundation estimates that 4.7% of the population have anxiety problems, and one in six people will experience a neurotic disorder such as anxiety or depression in their lifetime. Fortunately, there are many things sufferers can do to get anxiety attacks in check and help regain control. #jesus #mentalstrength #soberlife #addiction #suicide #depression #mentalhealth #anorexia #eatingdisorder #abuse #alcoholic #drugaddiction #drugaddiction #selfharm #gamberlingproblem #gameaddiction #shoppingaddiction #internetaddiction #stress #wecanhelp #soberissexy #relapse #jesuscalling #jesuslovesyou #journeytohappiness #redumbrella #anxiety #7 #redbus #strength
Eminem's "Killshot" has reached #1 on US iTunes (singles).Eminem now has #1 song "KILLSHOT" and #1 Album "Kamikaze" on US ______________________ According to Billboard with 38.1 million views in its first 24 hours, Eminem's “Killshot” marks YouTube’s biggest Hip Hop video debut and third biggest overall debut in it's history. Biggest first week ever for a hip-hop music video on YouTube : 76 MILLION VIEWS by "I Love It" (kanyewest & lilpump ft. Adele Givens) Eminem's "KILLSHOT" in just 5 days : ~81.3 MILLION VIEWS. RAP GOD JUST CAN'T STOP BREAKING RECORDS!🔥🔥🔥______________________ BUT BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIII🔥🔥🔥🔥#letstalkaboutit . #records #killshot #rapdevil #chart #ituneschart #mgk #machinegunkelly #eminem #slimshady #marshallmathers #brabbit #rapgod #stan #angryblonde #hiphop #313 #slimshadylp #marshallmatherslp #eminemshow #encore #curtaincall #relapse #refill #recovery #marshallmatherslp2 #shadyxv #revival #kamikaze
Can't wait to see all pre-orders opened, I will be fast as a shark like always. That and more for one my favorite band ever. Welcome back bastards snipers!!!! #CrippleBastards #LaFineCresceDentro #Relapse #Hategrind #Grindcore #Hatecore
• ⚡️Why didn’t I start Earlier? 🤔 Let go of all the Negativity, the insecurities, the toxic people, the jealousy and see how quickly your life will change. It’s really simple, the energy you give off to others, you will getback ... so let’s make sure that energy is positive 😌🙏🏼• #soberpal #positivity #addiction #recovery #relapse #drugfree #selfhelp #personaldevelopment #friends #support #motovation #USA #penpals #quotes #AA #Energy #goodvibes #sobriety #fitness #health #travel #europe #la #cali
Not including his first independent release “Infinite”, this is how I rank Eminem’s disco from best to worst. #marshallmatherslp #slimshadylp #theeminemshow #Recovery #kamikaze #Relapse #themarshallmatherslp2 #Encore #revival #Eminem
I think Eminem fell off to be honest, I'll explain more in my next post.
Mood for today #notning #tiredoftomorrow #relapse #relapserecords #2016 #shoegaze #emo #slowrock #dreampop „With a sound that splits the difference between heavy metal #darkness and shimmering shoegaze beauty, the #Philadelphia band Nothing revolves around the songs and vision of #DomenicPalermo . The group's walls of distorted guitars and pummeling drums are topped by angelic vocal harmonies and thoughtful lyrics, sung by Palermo with a kind of frozen soul.” (Wiki note)
Design I did for a tee-shirt. Based on the drawings decorating the Sanbenito garment that Joan of Arc was wearing at the stake. #teeshirt #camionnoir #sanbenito #inquisition #demon #joanofarc #jeannedarc #heresy #apostate #relapse #burnwitchburn #religion #hell #inferno #darkart
Up now for pre-order, coming October 19th! TREASONIST "Treasonist" CD :: http://www.horrorpaingoredeath.com Digital :: http://hpgd.bandcamp.com Shirt :: http:// hpgd.bandcamp.com/merch From the cold, dark heart of the Pacific Northwest comes the scathing self-titled debut from Portland, Oregon's Treasonist. Led by legendary frontman Pete Ponitkoff of Benumb and Agenda Of Swine fame, and backed by former members of Jungle Rot, Blood Freak and 1913, Treasonist spew out eight blistering tracks of unrelenting, chaotic Grindcore influenced by Napalm Death, Pig Destroyer, and Terrorizer with a nod to Death Metal icons Origin and Dying Fetus. This fast-paced assault takes zero prisoners and shows no mercy towards the stupidity of present-day western culture. Get it now or be crushed by Treasonist's brutal assault! #treasonist #cd #ep #grindcore #grind #deathmetal #hardcore #benumb #agendaofswine #relapserecords #relapse #junglerot #bloodfreak #1913 #napalmdeath #pigdestroyer #terrorizer #origin #dyingfetus #hpgd #horrorpaingoredeath #hpgdproductions #horrorpaingoredeathproductions
Ninety-nine percent of my life I was lied to... . _______________________________________________________ //————————————————\\ ➡️Follow 👑@eminems_nipples 👑. ➡️Follow 👑@eminems_nipples 👑. \\————————————————// _______________________________________________________ #eminem #slimshady #marshallmatherslp2 #shadyyourself #eminemxxv 👑 #eminemmemes #eminemfan #eminem4ever #eminemlover #eminemfanpage #eminemstans #eminem #eminemedits #momsspaghetti #eminemlove #recovery #marshallmathers #8mile #detroit #SNL #slimshadyfans #slimshadyshow #relapse #marshall #stanfamily #stan #bigproofforever #revival #marshallmatters #shadyxv
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