Lately many people who have met me talk about living vicariously through me. I guess this surprised as I thought many people would just see my current life in shambles.
I’m not saying that this is the way I see it, but it’s what I believed others would see it as.
I guess for others, a journey to Australia with a complete blank slate on life, is like a distant dream. One which would be difficult to do because of all those attachments you’d have to let go of in order to let that in.
I want to say to all those people, thank you. Thank you for being excited about my dream and my new beginning.
I also want to say to those people to take a moment to reflect on the pain of what I’ve let go to even have this possibility.
I want you to think about if you were going to take a chance on your dream, and think about not having too much faith in it in the beginning.
The last 14 months, I’ve had many good feelings, but I’ve also had a lot of pain. The pain of letting go of so many things such as; a home, a relationship, a possible career and someone who brought light into my life in these moments of darkness. That pain broke my heart, and this last aspect is currently hurting me.
I’ve had pain in learning to trust in the promise of nothing, and have had to work on overcoming this fear and failure.
This post is not about me looking for pity. I have no interest in pity and that is FAR from the reason I share my story.
I’m looking to show you what it takes to not settle. especially when you already have a made up life. I’m looking to show you that it is FUCKING HARD, but, i am also looking to show you the rewards.
I’m so excited that I chose to share this story with you guys, especially while I’m living it! It’s really special.
I’ve learnt that we don’t decide when the letting go is over. However, I believe my world has shown me that my new beginning is here.
I’ve known what the hope of it feels like, and this feeling is in my blood, it isn’t hope; it’s here.
Peace, Love & Sparkles to my amazing watchers who may just be living vicariously through me ;) I hope to show you that we were not meant to settle.
•I realize, many sought, and still do
seek, to sip me in an instant from the golden cup-
not dance with me to grow ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
•Poem •Meditative Writing •Expansion •RemembranceOfBeing
“Girl Walking by Agean Sea” oil by Marilyn Wells. 5’ x 5.5’.
I haven’t forgotten my roots in Figurative and hope soon to do more.
Just rummaging through my piles of paintings and this is another one I hadn’t seen for awhile,
I painted, alone, on the island of Idhra off Greece for almost 2 weeks, doing watercolors, walking up and down the island that had no motor vehicles.
The memory of my time there is one of my most treasured. Days of sunlight, early September, light-of-heart and free. I wonder if I could ever do it again? #artwork #denver
# #studioart #artistatwork
I mainly post figurative on this site. I love drawing and painting the figure and will be adding to that body of work as well! You can find me on marilyn_wells_sumi_e on IG! #oiloncanvas #artwork #denver #studioart #artistatwork
Dibalik statement Dina :
"Nggak ada Hubungan apa-apa diantara kita, Karena memang Ngga pernah ada pernyataan apa-apa." Btw, ini sebenarnya ungkapan isi Hati.. Tertulis Di diary Bulan lalu.. .
Isi sebenarnya : "Gak perlu percaya,. (Pada perasaan dan dugaan2 yg belum pasti adanya) karna emang tidak pernah ada pernyataan apa apa dari siapapun. . Yang ada hanya pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang kian bertambah setiap harinya, setiap waktu, setiap menit. Setiap kali ada cerita baru. . "
Note : yg dalam kurung ini tambahan ya untuk caption ini.. biar pembaca lebih ngerti ya 😉
Begitu juga dengan statement dina selanjutnya.. Tentang coklat, harga kasih sayang, dan price tag.. Selamat menyaksikan, dukung terus video dan konten baik.. Dengan like, coment dan follow.. @ldk.stais
Jangan lupa untuk share sebanyak-banyak nya..
Dan tetap menyertakan sumber.. ☺ 'Semua yang berasal dari hati akan sampai kepada hati.' .
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