The first time I discovered #Yoga
was 17 years ago. Ever since then, I was obsessed with everything related to the origins of both. I read so much. I even had visions of going to India, Bali and Thailand. I fell in love with everything related to the #spiritual
side. I even changed my entire house decor, to match my new philosophy. But I still didn't fully understand.
I remember I could not even afford to go to a yoga class 17 years ago, it was a very exclusive practice. Basically, if you had the money, then you could join and be part of the elite club. I literally gave up, cause I felt like I didnt fit in with "them". But I still believed and kept what I knew, deep in my heart and soul.
But I realize now, that all these years I've actually been resisting the path to dig deeper into my soul. I never fully understood the meaning of the #Yogi
lifestyle. I just liked how it looked on the outside.
Not a day has gone by, where I haven't visioned myself saying, "one day" I will fully emerse myself in the practice and lifestyle, and one day I will teach and share my knowledge. For years I saw myself becoming a better person, inside and out. I saw myself living a life I manifested years ago. My heart desired to understand and dig deep. But life kept getting in the way.
I have resisted my calling for 17 years now. I was afraid for so long...of really digging deep, let alone being judged on the mat. I was also so fearful of having to let go of things that I thought I needed. Especially people who have not been in #alignment
with me and my #soul
It's been over 3 years of #soulsearching
and finding myself all over again. I learned to listen to my #intuition
. I learned to #lovemyself
and go after my hearts desires.
I'm so aware if who #Iam
now. It's been in me all along...all I had to do was listen. I cant wait to start this #journey
and walk the path I started years ago. I will become who I've envisioned myself to be and I'm proud for no longer resisting.
Good things will come out of this, because God's timing is always perfect and #divine
#YogaTeacherTraining #2019 #1111 #Soulful1