Some of our blueprint renderings came in, time for some minor tweaks and finalizing of our off grid garage convert home build. We should do a lottery of how long we end up living in it until our real off grid house is built.
Today was a special day and another milestone reached for us on the #PAL
I am so lucky to be so well supported by my consultant. I'm always terrified before each appointment in fear of bad news but so far I have left in happy tears, falling in love a little more each time.
When the little rascals heart was thumping loudly I looked over at my husband who was holding back the tears. Such a special moment and just love to see that proud face of his.
Don't get me wrong I'm still shitting my pants about my world crashing down again but I have hope and love filling my heart. Lucas is always looking out for us and I know he would want us to be happy.
As I was feeling super brave today I also FINALLY got round to delivering the @heartintheirhand
keyrings to the bereavement team. I've had them since November. This was also the first time I had spoken to our screening coordinator that was so supportive in our darkest days. Yes I cried and yes I hugged her but I felt good to see her in better times.
#pregnancyafterloss #bereavedparent #consultantledpregnancy #heardmybabysheartbeat #hope #happytears #anotherstep #tfmr
April 8th, 2019:
In order to self-discipline, most of the time, we will need to change our bad habits. Breaking a bad habit and building a new habit not only requires us to make active decisions, it will feel wrong. Your brain will resist the change in favour of what it has been programmed to do. The solution? Embrace the wrong. Acknowledge that it will take a while for your new regime to feel right or good or natural. Keep chugging along. It will happen. #day16 #selfdiscipline #selflove #selfcare #mindset #mindsetjournal #journaling #anotherstep #positivemindset
Things are quickly approaching.
I can’t wait for y’all to see what we’ve been workin’ on.
Those who are hungry, spend each day, layin’ the foundation of their dream.
Some, do it in silence.
I like it that way.
Makes for a bigger surprise to the naysayers 😉
A massive s/o to @type.gang
, for helpin’ make this part of the dream... a reality 🙏🏼
If what you did YESTERDAY seems big, you haven't done anything TODAY.
You gain know-how from playing matches because every moment of a football match has its own rhythm.
The first ninety minutes of a football match are the most important.
If you can dream you can achieve it!