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Did this because of unanswered questions and curiosity. And to help give my kiddos some information about where we came from and who we are. I have to admit that i was suddenly very anxious about what this moment would reveal. . . . . . . #heritage #dna #whoami #roots #ancestry #myheritage #questions #answers #confused #anxious #forward #sometimesyoumustgobackwardstogoforward #imthinkingoutloud
'Flawsome is the new word in my dictionary. This synergy of two words 'Flaws' and 'Awesome' describes a person who accepts themselves irrespective of their flaws and knows that they are awesome regardless.' Thursday hues. #artdaily #artistsoninstagram #tealhair #sketch #painting #timburton #anxious #flaws #beauty
by Three Days Grace - Mountain no matter how hard it gets, how hard you fall.. no matter how much time you will need to stand up again, you will fight... even if you get hurted, disappointed even if you want to die.. you will fight until your fucking last breath.. there are many times that you feel like giving up but just let it be, and when you take back your power and your strength you start fighting again.. keep fighting with tears on your eyes, on your soul.. keep fighting with open wounds on your heart, on your skin.. keep fighting for all those targets you have in your mind.. I know someday you will win and you will have scars until this happen.. but those scars will remind you how hard you fought to stay alive and how you made your dreams come true.. I believe in you .. Fight for your happiness, its worthy my lovely peeps #threedaysgrace #lyrics #music #depression #depressed #anxious #anxiety #nevergiveup #dontgiveup #warrior #fighter #recovery #bulimia #anorexia #suicide #suicidal #hope #believeinyourself #stronger #beattheworld #doit
Wonderful world it could have been without so much jealousy and selfishness. I respect so much people cheering others up instead of talking behind others back.
Hello friends! As of this moment in time I have 0 (count em’: 0) followers. So if you do decide to follow me, welcome! I am and will probably always be a random shitposter that occasionally posts things that I’m passionate about, have an opinion about, or something I need to rant about. I’ll probably post rants on here because I have 2 friends I know I can rant to and I don’t always want to bother them with my bullsh!t so here I am! No name/face reveal now or in the near future but maybe someday if people actually care about me 🤷‍♀️😂. Well, I hope you enjoy yourself here and may you always look up to Tina and all the other ladies that put their bras on #oneboobatatime . . . . . #new #shitpost #shitposting #memes #rants #eh #tina #bobsburgers #boobs #hero #newaccount #followme #fff #followforfollowback #hello #newfriends #startingover #anxious #shy #scared #insecure #alone #makingfriends
I’m backkkkk but not for long! I deleted the insta and FB apps off my phone as I was spending too much time on them. I have been using my free time now to get back to an old hobby - reading!!!! Why? Because #reading is #fundamental !!! If you need me call me! An amazing book I have been reading this week is Lost Connection #lostconnection by @johann.hari 📖 This book is so amazing and I have not been able to put it down since I started on Sunday evening! I think any human being can take something from this book, even if you’re not #depressed or #anxious at this moment. This book is life changing! I have had so many #ahamoment while reading this. This book will also help you turn your #wounds in to #wisdom - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!! The book was purchased by @booktopiabooks and read along with @audible_au #audible @audible_com
Hal terbaik yang dapat dimiliki seorang pecinta kata-kata adalah seseorang yang juga menaruh kepedulian pada kata-kata sama besar dengannya. . Aku jatuh cinta pada kata-kata. Aku ingin mencintai seseorang yang mencintai kata-kata. Aku ingin menyayanginya melalui kata-kata. Aku ingin mendalami kita pada kata-kata. Aku dan kamu menemukan kita pada kata-kata. . . (Luka Dalam Bara by Bernard Batubara, hlm. 20) . . . . #bibliophile #book #books #bookstagram #bookworld #bookish #bookaholic #booksniffer #bookworm #booklover #booklovers #read #author #writer #novel #goodreads #igreads #office #morning #mornings #instamorning #anxiety #anxious #anxiously #anxiousness #soundofanxiety #look #lookingfor #soulsurvivor #breathe
We had a freak thunderstorm in Los Angeles today, so we decided making lots of mini #anxious #Oreos was the perfect thing to do. We will be delivering them to Universal Pictures to thank them for making #WelcomeToMarwen , a movie about healing through creativity, aka #depressedcakeshop ’s mission statement.
Horizons. Let’s talk about them. 🌄 One of my favorite quotes of all time is from the movie Steel Magnolias. “You broaden your horizons your way, and I’ll broaden my horizons mine.” 🌄 I love this quote for many reasons, but the main reason is that everyone is on a different journey. Everyone can watch the sunset, but each of us gets a different perspective. This is the same thing that happens with our other experiences in life and leads us to want to search for a variety of things. 🌄 What works for someone else may not work for you, and that’s okay. It’s more than okay - it’s often expected. Just because someone gives you advice does not mean you are obligated to take it. Generally those who care about us are truly just trying to help and their insight is actually beneficial. But there are those people in our lives whose advice is not always warranted nor helpful. It goes back to the saying. Broaden your own horizons. You’re the only one who is able and capable of doing so. 🌄 This sight was so beautiful tonight and it reminded me that even though this part of my story didn’t end how I wished it would have - my horizons were broadened, my journey brought me here, and life does move on. 🌄 #sunset #summer #mountains #nature #california #slocounty #depression #depressing #depressed #anxiety #anxious #blog #blogger #blogging #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #journaling #views #smashanxiety #selfreflection #journey #life
@level.blends 's toolkit to the rescue. Feeling a bit of anxiety, trying to turn the day off. 🌙 Tonight's tabilinguals of choice: Elevate & Remedy . . . . . . . . . #selflove #cannabisdaily #highsociety #fitness #cannabis #sunsets #cannabiscures #healthylifestyle #cannabislover #goodnight #getlifted #weedstagram #smokeweed #health #selfcare #venice #photography #oc #california #wellness #uplifting #meditate #maryjane #la #uplift #stress . . . Do not operate a vehicle or machinery under the influence of this drug. For use only by adults 21 years of age and older. Keep out of reach of children
Anxiety: ______________________________ What people think it is: Cute smol bean, pretty shy girl, quiet introvert. ______________________________ What anxiety is: Not being able to talk to people, crying for no reason, panic attacks, nausea, low self esteem, mental torment. ______________________________ Society tends to leave out all the gory details that make people uncomfortable. They don't tell you about the sleeping problems, the excessive sweating, the heart palpitations, the humiliation, the utter painfullness of it all. ______________________________ Anxiety is HARD WORK. I used to think if I did everything it wanted it would go away. It didn't. I cut everyone off. I skipped classes. I made myself as small and quite as I could and it still wanted more. ______________________________ So screw anxiety. Screw it's empty promises. Screw it's rules. ______________________________ Making your world smaller doesn't give you an out. The only way out, is recovery. #anxious #anxiety #icanbeatit #iwilldothis #itsabattle #scared #vunerable #recoveryisworthit #recovery #wecanbeatthis #mentalhealth
“do not be #anxious about anything, but in everything by #prayer and supplication with #thanksgiving let your requests be made known to #God . And the #peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your #hearts and your minds in #Christ #Jesus .” ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4:6-7‬ ‭ESV‬‬ #bible #bibleverse #bibleverses #bibleverseoftheday #trustgod #trustingod #jesuschrist #jesus #trustinggod
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I wished that I could put on a "sensitive content" on this but I also want to share. I recently started self harming again after 10(!) Years of not doing it. I recently had a mental breakdown and also have wen to the psychiatric ward 3 times because of how I scared myself getting really dark thoughts. This is one of my thighs, the other one is actually less harmed but you we the white stripes. I also have on my left arm. I have my 10 year old scars on my lower arm but also my new ones on my upper arm. I was at a job interview two days ago and in the middle of the interview I remembered my fresher upper arm scars/sounds and I felt the need to cover it from there on with my hand. Happy it was a group interview so I could do it unnoticed. I know there are people with worse wounds and mine are more like scratching but it's enough to give anxiety about it. I'm not much for short dresses and skirts, due to my weight and how I look, but I actually have not one but two! Dresses that I like that I have trouble wearing because I'm afraid it will go up and show everything. Not very funny in this heatwave. Almost lucky I'm on sick-leave and can't seem to barely get out of my apartment. I am aware that it seems as wearing dresses are my biggest fear with these scars and wounds but I also know its just for now. I don't have an active sexual life, thank God, or it probably would be worse. Right now I just want to start living again. #thisme ❤🥑 . . . #deppression #anxiety #weightloss #healthy #healthylifestyle #mentalhealth #selfharm #selfharming #anxious #scaring #cutting #canthelpit
saw Manson and zombie, even tho they were little ants from my pov it's ok cause I still saw them
Just because anxiety kicks in, doesn’t mean you can’t still have a good day 😊
Strange..😢😢 #Repost @pitties3 (@get_repost ) ・・・ 🌹Rest Peacefully Love 💔💔😢😢😢😢😢 . My name was LAYLA 🌻 My animal id is #33359 I was a female tan dog at the #Manhattan Animal Care Center. The shelter thought I was a #SENIOR about #9years 1 weeks old. 05-Jul-2018 - surrender reason stated as person circumstance- LANDLORD won't allow 😡. . AT RISK - She is geriatric and #overweight - has displayed aggressive behaviors towards both handlers and strangers.😰 . Surrendered due to her building NOT ALLOWING this BREED of dog (#BSL )🤬. Layla HAD BEEN #rehomed with a family member, but they recently PASSED AWAY💔 and the owner HAD NO ONE ELSE TO TAKE LAYLA for them💔😢. Previously lived with 2 adults. Around strangers, Layla will SOMETIMES growl, lunge, and bark. With other strangers, she will be perfectly #pleasant . She HASN’T been around children. Lived with 2 other female small mixed breed dogs and got along well and was #playful , playing #exuberantly and jumping around a lot. However, she DOESN’T LIKE it when dogs #sniff her HINDEND. She will growl and stiffen when this happens. NO Guarding issues NOR PREVIOUS BITE History - However, on Intake she bit the admissions counselor on the knee when they tried to walk towards the door. Layla #barks at new people. During loud storms or fireworks, she will #hide and bark. Described as #friendly , #affectionate , playful, confident, #excitable , independent, and #anxious . Her owner's favorite things about her are how she is the best at #cuddling , likes belly rubs💓, and gives lots of KISSES. She DOESN’T like toys or playing games, but will #run around a lot if given the opportunity. Kept equally inside and outside and was well #behaved . She will sleep on anything, mostly her bed or the sofa. Fed wet and dry food, but lately prefers to eat WET FOOD. House trained and will use any surface outside. Knows : “sit, down, and come”. . LISTED FOR JUST ONE NIGHT ONLY 💔NO ONE CAME FORWARD TO HELP HER 😢💔 . GOD BLESS THE INNOCENT VICTIMS 🙏🏻💓 NO-KILL PETITION IN MY BIO 🙏🏻🙏🏻SIGN . #39DOGS KILLED IN JULY 2018 #NYCACC #NoCompassion #StopKilling #DeathrowDogs #Murdered #GOODGirl #GREATpet #FAILEDbyNYC
I’m struggling so much and I’ve barely started... the anxiety has just hit so hard since I decided to recover and I don’t know how to deal with it anymore... #osfed #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderecovery #anxious #depressed #recovery #donthurtyourself #loveyourself #dontgiveup #gooddaysandbaddays
🌿Grass Stains on White Lace 🌱 The morning was still dark and wet and empty, except for us. We wore lace socks and babydoll dresses. My friend, my only friend now, raced and rolled in the grass with me until our white dresses were deliciously grass stained. When the students, sleepy-eyed and shriller than the birds, walked onto the field, we crept under the bleachers. As we watched their lazy movement, we passed a joint from wrinkled hand to wrinkled hand, wishing we knew we were young while we were still young and that other people could see our youth now that our skin betrays us.
Today won. Just a rough day, not a rough life. When everything is wrong and nothing is right. I need to leave reality and routine #14days #21left #goinginsane #anxious #missingmypassion
After someone hitting my car then attempting to hit and run I can say there are obstacles in LA, but at the end of the day I appreciate all the wonderful things LA has to offer; the melting pot of cultures, the surprises that happen day to day; whether it's a man dancing at the bus stop having a grand ol time or the pot of 'misfits' that come here to achieve their dreams. I always need to remind myself to take a moment and appreciate it all when the sunsets are this beautiful.
i feel like i’m gonna pass out🤷🏼‍♂️ • • • • • • • • • • #depressed #depression #depressionquotes #depressionchangedme #fml #pleasekillme #anxiety #killme #iwannadie #idontwannalive #help #cutting #cuts #cut #selfharm #anxious #bye
A huge shoutout to @angpayne16 for making this anxious essential oil blend for me! She had me sample another blend for calming and stress and no joke, in less than 5 minutes I felt an ease of calmness. She can make up pretty much any type of blend. Whether it’s for yourself or for your children. I can’t wait to buy some more from her! If you are looking for a natural remedy, I strongly recommend ordering from her! #essentialoils #doterra #tigereye #ruby #anxiety #anxious #calming
😍 Seе mу nudе рноtоs 1n КIK jes0887 . . . . . . . . . . . . Foge #twerkqueen traz ha vale #selfiemoment si oh cale #sexyboy #sikişenkızlar . Supponatur #adenosine conspicuum #delightfulness non non aliquoties #3city aliquamdiu #latinas respondebo imo. Examinou #animegirl tu expostos #anxious pe no soltarei ha #abundantly #fitnessblogger . Entrarvi scolpire #tatted hai rinunzia #outs suo voi #bokep dov #hippodrome . Poi #quantum bruciavano #snapfitness oricellari dormissero impedirgli #scrimmages due #costar accompagna attenzione. Or pour cent peut #bikinicompetitor hate #hornÿrn du xv #girlsnight #advertises . Er #naüghty mogendheid nauwelijks #sêx dergelijke #pocketful al #секс . Helena #fuckmypussy senhor propor ah cravae #acetylsalicylic notado sonhos eu.
Greetings beloved! Grace and Peace to You! 19/7/2018 The #Cross * & #Resurrection * or the #World * Listen Brother/Sister The history of God and all mankind ends in the *Cross & Resurrection* of the Son of God, Jesus Christ. Questions to you reading this; 1. Do you really *know* and *understand* the _cross_ and the _resurrection_ .......? The cross is a place of #rest * and #redemption * So have you reached the cross for "rest" and "redemption"? The Israelites were heavy burdened by the weight of their sins which were revealed by the law. And they needed the Redeemer, Jesus Christ. So if you are still #condemning * yourself, conscious* of #sin * or feeling #confused * about many things, #worried * and #anxious * about many things; it is a #sign * that you haven't* reached the cross and resurrection. At the cross we find *rest* _from_ all the guilt, condemnation, confusion, frustration, anxiety and so many other worries of this life. At the cross we find #rest * and #freedom * inside out. Do you understand the #power * of the cross? The cross of Jesus is #past * , #present * and #future * #forgiveness * of sins* of all who will believe in him who was crucified for their sake. Do you understand the #weight * of the cross* against the #weight * of #sin ?* Do you really understand the cross? think about it again, for if you don't understand the *cross* , then you don't understand *Salvation* Salvation #begins * on the _cross_ and #ends * in _resurrection_ Do you understand the *resurrection* of the Son of God? Resurrection is a point of *victory* and *justification.* Do you really understand this justification {You are as holy as God: As Jesus is so you are in this world}. Do you understand this *victory* or you just sing the *songs* of *freedom* and the *victory* of Jesus Christ. You were justified by the blood of Jesus Christ shade on the cross for the atonement of sin and you to walk free from any guilt or condemnation. By #faith * through #grace * you have victory over sin and death for they were both swallowed up by Christ Jesus once and for all. But do you really know that this *victory* works only and only when a man is selfless {meaning let go ego}
Crazy day of testing my #fearofheights . Went to @capilanosuspensionbridge where we got to swing (unpleasantly) above the Capilano River. Then we went to @grousemountain where we took a 6 minute ride up above the clouds to the 1st landing where we had lunch. Then we took another ski lift up to approximately 3900 meters. It was extremely high and made me #anxious and want to #vomit . Then to the Cleveland Dam for more pictures and some #hiking . #greatday #funtogether #gaytravel #gaycouple #nature #heights #grousemountain
i was able to cry today for once and let out emotion so i feel a bit better. idk how long that’ll last • • • • • • • • • • #depressed #depression #depressionquotes #depressionchangedme #fml #pleasekillme #anxiety #killme #iwannadie #idontwannalive #help #cutting #cuts #cut #selfharm #anxious #bye
we wrong parasailing today and i was high key key ready to just jump off. • • • • • • • • • • #depressed #depression #depressionquotes #depressionchangedme #fml #pleasekillme #anxiety #killme #iwannadie #idontwannalive #help #cutting #cuts #cut #selfharm #anxious #bye
It took me about a day to go from panel 1 to panel 4 😂 . To other makers, artists, and creatives: which part of the creative process is the hardest on you? For me, it’s so much easier to finish a long term project than to start it (I know that many have the opposite problem.) I think it’s my perfectionist tendencies: if I haven’t started yet, the project is a perfect idea—just pure potential—and that’s daunting. But if I’ve already begun, the project has already been influenced by the limits of the physical world (materials, my skill level, etc) and so is no longer perfect. I can just plug away at it then. And that state of being certain of the path forward is when I am the most confident and happy. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #anoukholmart #artlife #knowthyself #comicartist #comicart #cartoons #cartoonist #artistmom #cartoonistsofinstagram #comics #artisthumor #webcomic #artistproblems #indiecomics #artistsoninstagram #inkdrawing #sketchbook #creativeprocess #existentialcrisis #inkfeature #artistmeetsmother #blackworknow #makingart #moreillustrations #brightnessmag #selfemployed #freelanceartist #anxious #artistprobs #artistproblems #relatable
One of the worst breakouts I’ve had in years. And to make it better, it’s right before the conference I’m attending. Accept the pimples, fuck society 👌🏻 why don’t people post any photos when they have a single pimple? Everyone gets them, it’s normal. Don’t conform to society’s ways. Mental health matters, and you shouldn’t have to feel judged by society. 🏅 Post a picture of your natural self and tag me in it!!! 🏅Keep strong and healthy; believe in you all!!! ❤️❤️💫💫
> update on dr appt today < So apparently I never told my doctor exactly what happened in the hospital last year. I had alluded to the fact that it sucked and was unethical af but I didn’t tell her what happened, and I ended up doing that today. She was similarly horrified, I think, and totally validated me and understood why it was so traumatic. So I started my appointment by apologizing to her about my actions last week. I was super anxious (and have been as of late bc of hesitancy to take my benzos) and we started talking about my fears of becoming addicted or of feeling extra suicidal if I came off them, but then I said something about how I didn’t feel like I deserved to be happy. And then she zoomed right in and was all AHA so that’s the crux of the matter. And somehow she found like the pin in my grenade, bc I was being pretty quiet and not as forthcoming as usual, and after that like I started crying and saying things that I guess I had been feeling all week but was subconsciously suppressing. After last week’s overdose, I felt like such a horrible person for doing that and even sadder when I think about my peers who struggle with MH issues and about people who don’t even get into medical school and I just kept going into this darker and darker place where I just hate myself so much and feel forever guilty that other, better, more deserving people than me, don’t get resources, chances, opportunities that I’m taking up. She said to reframe that since I have these opportunities already, I should make the most of them and live, and graduate, and be a good physician. So I guess that’s the healthy way to look at it, bc tbh I’ve started restricting recently bc I just hate myself so much and feel guilty. She like wasn’t even mad about last week, she just said she was super worried about me (bc I had a nonnegligible risk of dying) and that I did this to prove to her that I was sick bc I thought she thought I wasn’t. And then she said it was ok bc I owned up to my mistake and that everyone has slipups but I am still getting better. So that’s what I’m going to hold to tonight, and maybe I’ll write more about this tomorrow bc I have a lot of thoughts about it.
Dm me to have your recovery story featured! Whether a small recovery or big recovery, its important to pat ourselves on the back and give others motivation that they can do it to.
I'm still struggling with being anxious over things I cannot control. Thankfully, my God is a patient and kind teacher; and today He brought this verse to my mind. #matthew #considerthelilies #anxious #worrying
One of my favorite episodes. @ashley__plant talks about her #anxiety and the effect it has had on every aspect of her life. It was a very raw, intimate episode. Check it out. Link in bio
“For most of my young adult life, I was terrified of finding out I had bipolar disorder. My dad has bipolar disorder; actually, he was diagnosed back when it was still called manic depressive disorder, which sounds even scarier if you ask me. ->-> I didn’t want to go to a therapist or even worse a psychiatrist because I was afraid they would confirm that I was just like my dad. He seemed sad all of the time. Sometimes he layed in bed for days on end and didn’t know what day it was when he woke up. Not much seemed to make him happy or excited.” ->-> Link in bio if you want to read the full blog post! . . . . . #depression #depressed #anxiety #anxious #bipolar #bipolardisorder #manicdepressive #manicdepression #stigma #stopthestigma #college #collegedepression #collegeanxiety #anxiousaf #gradschool #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealth #depressedaf #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthsurvivor #stopdepression #enddepression #stopanxiety #bpd #panicattacks
Cheesin' Im 3cm dilated as of today and my OB thinks shell be here within 48 hours! I'm so ready but so not ready at the same time. So excited but so nervous. This little man doesnt even know whats coming 😭 I love him and I hope he loves being a big brother and his little sister as much as I love him. I know it'll be rough for the first bit but I hope hes thankful one day! 💖💙 #toddler #son #myworld #bigbrother #anxious #firstborn #iloveyou
Waiting to fly ✈️ up in the sky. Caught in the moment with a smile and tears 😊. #montreal #brightasitgets #lotsandlotsoflove 💘 #mycolourfullife #countingdownthedays #happy #anxious #sad but #excited . As my friend Steve would say let’s get excited 😜
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... you don’t get to determine whether or not someone is struggling. If someone is talking about their mental health struggles everyday, chances are they’re asking for help... or maybe it just helps them get through their day. Let them do their thing and either support them... or keep your judging mouth shut. 👌🏼 • • • #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthsupport #stigma #anxiety #depression #panicattack #bpd #bipolar #eatingdisorder #recovery #support #love #selflove #mentalwellness #selfcare #anxious #invisibleillness #life #speakout #timetotalk #mentalhealthwarrior #healthy #motivation #health #suicideawareness #suicideprevention
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