There are days.....when all you see are your beautiful children in a tangle of arms and legs; hair flying and the air fills with the sound of screams. Sometimes all you can do is sigh and quietly walk away and close the door....and breathe. Then you emerge to this.... I apologize to my children ALL the time. We all have our grumpy times, our moments when we are not our best and our moments that we regret. But, the courage to own that and apologize to those we hurt is a fundamental in life and when I see this I know they are going to be all right....#lifewithkids#sorry#apologies#sayingsorry#fundamentals#thegoodstuff#siblinglove
Ima let that sit right here...I was just diagnosed with a new condition called Bullshit Intolerance. The only way to get rid of it.. is just to throw the whole MF away 🚮 (Not only am I a nurse in real life but I play one on IG as well) 😏 If you come into my life just to disturb my peace.. got one thing for ya 🖕🏻 #thursdaytrashday#bye#nobs#fuckthegames#lies & #apologies#weakassmengottago
Talk about a longgg day! It’s 11pm and I’m finally relaxing, phew!
This week I had a really upset customer who chewed me out (twice), I went on with my day and forgot about it but today he called me. He told me about some hardships he was going through and thanked me for “keeping my cool”. I know this happens to people all the time but I can’t help but think about this persons character. We only spoke on the phone but he still went out of his way to apologize.
The holidays are approaching and most of us have so much to be thankful for (i know i am) but there are others who are going through tough times and it can be harder during the holidays...we never know what someone is going through or how our actions can impact them.
Anyway... have a great night and thanks for reading my ramble 🤣.
wednesday 14th november~
wow today was a whole load of mixed emotions🤔 before form owen was doing my makeup and i got my phone out and it slid out of my hands and the screen cracked😣 but i can still use it which is good. my dad should be able to take it to get fixed next week sometime :) my mum had to talk to me about something later on in the evening and it made me realise that i was quite horrible to this girl and i shouldn’t have been, so i apologised💔 it made me really upset so i broke down and cried in complete darkness for a while. i messaged my close friend ava ashby who i trust with everything and she helped me through it😘 later on when i had calmed down i took a bath to relax and it really helped me. then me and my little sister facetimed ollie and we spent some time singing, mostly out of tune😂
I would like to apologize. I will never forget my first few days of being washed in the Holy Spirit. God’s overflowing love healed me of all of my pain. I was freed to love everyone that I encountered and just appreciate life with Him. His love is what everyone is ultimately seeking and can heal us of all of our afflictions. -
When I first realized this, I prayed to God and asked for the opportunity to bring people to Him. To truly wake people up to His presence. I have tried my best to spread the good news and post the lessons that God has called me to post. - I have done this as the authentic Carmen that God accepts and loves. I started this journey through my brokenness, while I was still learning how to live my life in harmony with Him. Because of this, I know that it is possible that I have caused some people to stumble in their journey if their relationship with God was too focused on me. - Everyone’s focus should be within, because that is where God dwells for each of us that believe through the Holy Spirit. Thank You Jesus once again for Your ultimate sacrifice. Thank You for this unique process tailored to me. Thank You for my freedom. Thank You Father for Your love and all of Your amazing creations. I look forward to seeing it all become what You intended it to be. #holyspirit#apologies#forgiveness#hope#future#freedom#Godloves#OurFather#IloveGod#thanksbetoJesus
I’m putting this up right here ⭐️ for you ⭐️ and really mostly for me ;). Being a Leo 🦁 this has been one of my biggest lessons; and continues to be. Watch my roar, watch that sharp response. Pause, breathe, observe the reaction, find my heart; then contemplate the action. Is this easy? For me, no 🙈 it’s a
P R A C T I C E, that I need my awareness to be set upon. How about you? I do know that cost is high when I lead with reaction, and I am always left sorry and in pain for those outburst. My apology comes in the form of work to not “rinse and repeat”. To take these words to heart and action. Love to me is the highest form of power. @yung_pueblo thank you 🙏🏻. #lovemore#openheart#apologies#corazonhealingarts#natureslessons#personaldevelopment#friendships#lovemysisters
Chapter Three: Underspends time with friends
If this year has taught me one thing it's that you should always be yourself. The people that like you will stick around and the people that don't will sort themselves out. You didn't need them in your life to begin with. That being said hold on to the people that stick around. Starting at the end of last year I became too relationship focused. In saying that while I do believe you should always put in as much effort into a relationship as you can, the other people in your life deserve effort too. I'm sad to say that the friendships forged over many years, didn't get the attention they deserved this year. Instead time was devoted to new ones or the previously mentioned gorlfrond. I think that changes now. Going into this new year I want to be better. No new year new me nonsense. Same me but a better me. I want to pour effort into all aspects of my life and that starts with the people around me that I care about.
In no way is this a "Bro I'm the greatest, everyone needs time with me, fuck I bet y'all miss me a bunch rn." Just simply appologies to people I think deserved more effort and that might feel like I put them on the back burner this year...
(All in the comments) ⠀⠀
To anyone else that feels like I've vanished from their lives I'm sorry too. I promise to put effort into all the relationships in my life this year and not just the one containing my female companion. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Im Coming for you 2019 and I'm ready to kick your ass in all aspects. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
This isn't really a weekly update post like I planned on these being. I feel like i want to use them every now and again just to say something about my life. I've never really been a big social media person (didn't have a profile picture on Facebook for like two years) so even if no one is listening, it's nice to share. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Keep you posted ✌️