😲 im exhaused 😴 😴 😴
This is the part of my #familylife
that means today i will struggle, i will be a grumpy bum but will hide it from Ryan as it is not his fault his got a #sleepdisorder
and i dont want him feeling bad for having me up most of the night.
I got about 1 hours sleep b4 he woke, i was lucky i got that tbh. Only cos i was feeling so dizzy. 1130pm comes and his up till around 220am then up again from 330ish. It was a very long night 😴 while trying to not show him its making me feel ill being up and down as he cant help it he wants to sleep but just cant. Some nights are like this.
I cant leave him alone while his up for the length time either but he does listern to story cds to help keep his mind busy away from the fact he cant sleep as it drives him insane as he wants to sleep.
Hubby is at work now so i couldnt even have a sleep this morning bar the odd 15 mins power nap b4 he left for work.
I feel sick im that tired 🤮
My body aches atm my brain 🧠 just cant seem to wake up BUT i will put my #supermum
pants on as it can't be helped, its no1s fault, this is our life.
and i feel for all the other mums and children who feel the same today but we will get through the day somehow. Its half term so least today his not got school.
Lets see what we can make of this sleepy Monday but 1st a much needed #cuppatea #ineedsleep
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