The second necklace I ever sold was a handmade rosary that contained a little vial of belladonna berries and foliage. I remember the night I felt compelled to make it, staying awake until the wee hours, trying to shake feelings of stress and self hatred, thinking about the miserable job that I loathed. I’d fantasize about marching into work and telling everyone off, or I’d hope and pray for the earth to open up and just swallow the building whole. It was turning me into such a miserable resentful person, and I wasn’t sure how much more I could take. My belladonna plant seemed to pick up on that negativity because no matter how comfortable I tried to make her, or how often I sang, she did not feel like growing. I thought that if I could make her something beautiful she’d perk up.
I keep a lot of the dried plant on hand, so I decided to make a talisman of sorts, a prayer for my sickly little plant, containing foliage that was once lush, green, and full of that dark lady spirit. It didn’t work.
My plant died, and I realized that the rosary wasn’t for me. If there is one thing I have learned about belladonna it’s that she will always let you know when you are unworthy of her. You can gain her love again, but you really need to earn it. I decided to sell her, and a wonderful woman benefited greatly from her energy. I’m glad belladonna was kind to her.
I packed the rosary in a gift box and walked to the post office. On the way home I stood by the creek to feel the wind, to think about how grateful I was that someone loved something I created, and to hate myself for being unhappy. In a messy patch of dying weeds and old branches, was a white trumpet flower pointing defiantly toward the sky, like a little white “surrender” flag in a pile of carnage. I got closer and noticed all of the partially open seed pods, and felt compelled to take one for myself and put it in my pocket. As I walked home I worried that I was rude to datura, taking her seeds without asking. I didn’t know what came over me, but I felt so empowered and excited to steal a bit of her.(CONTINUED IN COMMENTS)
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