"Not Perfect Always Me❤️“ Sometimes I think I love myself, sometimes I feel not, you know the God created us and also, give the different magic for us, some find it, someone do not, when I see myself in the mirror, I have a thousand questions I want to ask, who I am and what I need to do??? There is a burn on my face from when I was younger than 1 year old, I have no memory of this but all my memory is with the “burn” to grow up until I know I am different for other girls, they look pretty, look complete, look “normal”, you don’t know how badly I wanted to be a girl just like that, I don’t want to be “special”, I don’t want every time when I saw the mirror, I feel all upset and unconfident.
I lose myself until when I was 24, I got very sick while I was far away from my family (I worked in a different city), stay in hospital alone, cry and cry, I am lay in the bed and think about the life, the first time I think about do I love myself and how can I make myself like this??? I don’t like myself just for I have a burn on my face and give up the person I want to be?? Maybe, that sickness was a gift that God gives to me, I opened my mind and my heart, I start smile for myself and learned how to love to myself, I am accepted that I am the “not always perfect me” , Yes ! when you trust yourself and really love yourself, the life, and everyone will love you, the world just like the mirror face to you, you look the world, just look for yourself!!! I started to be a better me when I was 24, not too late:)) I love yoga and training, I train hard, practice everyday, look for the truly me and true for myself, love my face, my body, my scar, my weak, my upset, and, I meet the one truly love the real me.
I found the love❤️❤️❤️ So... this is a long story for me, I want to say..... every day, every moment, every second, just a mind, we can accept ourselves , we can to be the one we want to be, be true and be yourself, make better for yourself 🥰
2019, New year, I will use my all to try hard for life, not only the body shape I loved, with my mind, my heart,!!! Yes!! I want to be the one I loved! Be cool, be true, be loved!! 66 days, I am ready 🙆🏻♀️🙅🏻♀️💁