I checked in today, one last time before I vanish (again, maybe once a week I upload official photoshoot images). I noticed a handful of people, both on here and fb quit following me, and that's fine. I rather people who don't interact stop following me anyways. I like to be able to engage with my follower. But I need to cut back in social media so I can focus on a career instead of these little jobs. I am going into an interview Thursday for a receptionist position to help get my foot into the door and eventually work my way up to an interior designer. I need something to do anyways when I retire from modeling, acting, and singing. Again, I rather people not follow me if they are waiting for images of a sexy girl, or think I am someone else. Basically, I am a black metal girl who loves power, heavy, neo-classical and earlier bands of Death metal. I don't like to promote my beliefs trying to prove something, but I do study the occult, I have for many years now. I don't like to follow any goth trends but lead and do my own thing. I am not here to be Satan's Slut. I am here to be a real model and hold my middle finger up high to anyone who thinks an alternative model has to be just that. I'm not here to win approvals. I am here to show my hard work as a model and be found by serious companies and maybe an agency. I grew up a Mansonite up until I discovered Cradle of Filth and Dark Funeral (Bethlehem and Carach Angren are my number 1, then Satyricon, Marduk, Tartaros, Iron Maiden, Helloween, Ensiferum, Dimmu Borgir, Dissection, Abbath, Edguy, Unleash The Archers, and Fairyland). I still love the older Marilyn Manson albums. Especially Mechanical Animals and Antichrist Superstar. I don't want to be trendy but create the trends. I want to be beautiful and even terrifying, and at times gross if the modeling calls for it. If I don't appeal to you in any of this, than there is the door. I'm not desperate for the number of followers. I rather have true admirers, than larger numbers.