Next week, I'll be in the #Philippines
visiting for the 1st time since 2003. I'll be there to celebrate my lola's (aka #grandma
) 95th #birthday
. She is my last living grandparent and the only one that I've ever had a relationship with. I used to hate the things she used to make me do like hold the tv antenna place so there wouldnt be static, make her tea, sit and pray the rosary with her, etc. Looking back now, those are really fond memories I have now. I recently had the chance to rekindle that relationship while we both lived in Florida. I started having weekly lunches with her, hang out and watch filipino tv, listen to her gossip about family and she would always slip me a $20 bill every time. I can't wait to be able to spend time with her. #favoritegrandchild #family #relationship #bonding
Summer fun with our interns and new hire at the Escape Room! ☠️ 🔐
Schwimmen! Liebt er ja völlig ❤️ auch im Schwimmbad habe ich gelernt. Ab nächster Woche gehts für uns eine Woche nach Köln. Ist für uns Urlaub. 😍 sealife, Schwimmbad und co.... ich freue mich sehr. #breastfeeding
I go back to work in less than two weeks. I’m going to miss the peace of mind that I have when I’m with my boys. The anxiety is creeping up again. I’m worried about pumping, Waylon taking bottles, but most of all their safety. I have almost constant thoughts of all the bad things that could happen while I’m at work. Last summer it was Holden being left in the car. I thought about it maybe 50 times a day. This summer I have frequent fears of him drowning in my father in laws pool. It just pops in my head out of nowhere and makes me feel sick to the stomach and I try holding back tears. I hate worrying about things that aren’t an immediate threat. That is the worst part about being a working mom for me. The lack of control. When my boys are with me I know they are safe. I know what they’re eating, how much screen time Holden is getting and where they’re going. My upcoming return to work is pushing me into panic mode. Anxiety is no fun. How do you Mommas deal with it? 😣
#breastfeedingmom #postpartum #postpartumanxiety #anxiety #workingmom #maternityleave #summertime #summerbaby #breastfeeding #babyboy #bonding #honestmotherhood #fourthtrimester #4thtrimester #5thtrimester
Earlier this week, our 24th Annual #ProvidenceGolfClassic
took place! ⛳️🏌️♂️
Here are some photos & memories from the event! ☺️
View the full photo album by clicking the link in the bio.
Life’s an adventure, you never know what you’re going to find 🗺🔎
It was great seeing familiar faces and making new friends at our Hike Now, Wine Later event Durango, which was brought to us by collaboration with @cleanwinecolorado
, featuring the delicious drinks of @scoutandcellar
! Falls Creek is always a beautiful place to escape, enjoy a little waterfall and the classic sandstone cliff views of the Animas River Valley! Thanks to everyone that joined in on the fun!! Our next family friendly Durango event on July 29th includes environmental service & a free yoga class with ambassador @heather_b_22
— check it out at: www.womenofcolorado.co/meetandgreet and tell us where you think needs a little clean-up love! #womenofcolorado #visitdurango
❤️💛💙 PC: @lp_yoga
Das ist der Sinn des Lebens ❤️
A new piece! This is going to be my new profile picture, but if I decide I want something else I’ll change it!
I enjoyed making this a lot.
And accompanied with a speedpaint!
The full length of the speedpaint was over 2 minutes, so I included the 30 second one. I was going to post the full length one on IGTV but you couldn’t see anything.
I just love horses that have a bald face and blue eyes! There’s a... for lack of a better term, conspiracy, around these horses that since they have this pattern, bald face and blue eyes, are usually deaf. Also with Medicine Hat horses, which mine really isn’t since Medicine Hat horses don’t have that much brown I don’t think. I think it’s just one of those old things that people used to believe that some still believe today, but it’s not necessarily true.
I am trying to work out a posting schedule, so hopefully I’ll be a bit more organized! -
By the way, I don’t do things like f4f (follow for follow), s4s (shoutout for shoutout), or anything like that. The only time I will follow people who are following me is if they are an account I’m interested in! But not for the purposes of gaining followers.
Sorry for such a long caption! If you did, thanks for reading!