When the going gets tough, the tough get the scissors. Not bad for a DIY version of the same "breakdown haircut" I've gotten every time my life has fallen apart since I was 14.
For those wondering why I have been so inactive lately on this account, I'm really struggling right now to get by. I'm without a car and thus unable to work my regular job. So I'm down to about $100/week in income, which makes my rent and nothing else. I'm temporarily replacing the link to the blog in my bio with the link to the GoFundMe to get me back on the road. It's exhausting not being able to make my survival needs, and after my own grandmother refused to let me *pay* to borrow her extra vehicle, I'm down to my last chance.
Remember how tight things felt before the flower bloomed..I feel like losing my mind on purpose because of the perpetual scandals it puts me in when they are not happening! That is what crazy feels like, and being in the yoga community there is certain expectations you have to remain zen at all times which could not be further from the truth. I ride the wave of crazy..I see storms in the world and dirty water coming out of the hose so if I am going to be the clear channel of source energy that I super crave to be then I'm not going to shush any part of myself, and see what it is that's coming up. Then I can start to breathe through it, but I'm not going to be like no it's all ok. Because sometimes the floodgates have to open.And a PSA saying your ok, your fine, dont worry to someone "going through it" isn't helpful.At least wait until the dust settles, if you do say anything, acknowledge their pain,like that must be really difficult..or I would feel upset too..this is where the art of holding space comes in and having compassion for the less than ideal parts of ourselves and others . Love yall and prayers of peace in this Gemini f*** it hop on my spaceship time #britneymoment #breakopen #vulnerable #imissbeingamodel #fortheloveofmoney
Let this become your key- When sadness comes, just sit by the side and look at it and say ‘I am the watcher; I am not sadness’ and see the difference. Immediately you have cut the very root of sadness. It is no more nourished; it will die of starvation, because we feed these emotions by being identified with them.
#iamnotyourguru #haha #lifehacks #focus #britneymoment #lgbt #selfie #laughing
Es war ein geniales Wochenende Wir haben uns die 2 letzten Konzerte von @jenniferrostock
angeschaut und es war einfach nur sensationell.Wir haben nochmal alles mitgenommen was ging u scheise tut mir mein Rücken vom moshpit weh 🙈 ich kann es einfach Immernoch nicht glauben ,das dass jetzt das letzte Konzert war ,was ich gesehen habe.ich vermisse jetzt schon ihre Stimme so sehr. 😓
Für mich sind sie die beste Liveband Deutschlands u ich werde das wahrscheinlich erst richtig checken wenn die festivalsession startet und man nirgends ihren Namen liest. Bisher einfach nicht vorstellbar 😔
Danke für die unglaublich schöne Zeit und jede Zeile,jeden Rhythmus und jede Erinnerung die ihr uns für die Ewigkeit hinterlassen habt und kommt bitte bald wieder!
#jrbestoftour18 #jenniferrostock #britneymoment #hengstin #berlin #konzert #moshpit #rückenschmerzen #rainbowhair #bestezeit #allesgehtvorbei #gutenaltenzeiten