💋me This photo was taken during One of the happiest moments & night out I’ve had~
2012- it was the best of times...it was the worst of times...
The most significant Romantic Relationships I had had to date ended, Along with the place I called home, My dream job ended up eating away at me with stress, an environment both at work & my home life that demanded the absolute best and all of me and gave only basic substance back to survive on.. Yet alone, to thrive. My body became a symptom of my environment- when the two main focuses in my life took all I had to give and then began to take from me what I didn’t have to give - it ate away at every part of me until there was nothing left to take but my physical being- my weight- I got to a point of having nothing more of that to give before I was basically a cicada shell in my flesh, with no sense of self or soul. That very year turned out to be the beginning and also shirt lived end to many more things... Living again with my Mum & Dad, Studying #Sociology
of Death & Dying, topping all 3 classes of that subject, getting my first High Distinction , being asked to guest Lecture many times to come for my Professor and receiving acolytes from him and a great recommendation was one of my best and fulfilling achievements. I finished my Adult #Education
& Training diploma and was on my way to be TAFE Teacher...
My Dad was diagnosed with cancer in the December that year - I had no idea what lay ahead... I had the BEST CHRISTMAS 🎄 at home- dad reading me the #NightbeforeChristmas
like when I was little in that same character voice that filled me with pure joy.
Waking up Chrissy Morn,at 24, Santa kindly still decided to visit me at #Mum
&Dads 😀 My #celebcrush
and fave #malevocalist
s has just been on a show on tv last month, So mum & dad got me tickets for a dinner show to see him- (will reveal the boy and crush name next post lol)➡️This is my beautiful BEAUTIFUL #bestfriend #workcollege #mentor #mate #gentleman #inspiration
& #thebest #person
I’ve ever known, MY Dad &I Christmas Day 2012 in our #hamishandandygapyear
Sports-Fari T-Shirts I made for #Dad
& My #bucketlist #trip
b4 Dads #cancer #surgery