This little stick can hold so much joy, while also hold a lot of pain. No, I am not pregnant anymore. But I remember when this picture was taken. It was a morning where my husband left for a work trip and I saw the little stick sitting in my drawer. I figured what are the odds, so I took the test. And this is what I got. Although I was so happy, I was also really taken back. I took this test 3 weeks after my first miscarriage. Yep, I had just gone through a miscarriage and no this was not the remains of it. I had passed my first and tested negative the following week. This was something I was not expecting and I was still hurting. But I was so happy because it made me feel like I was given another chance, that we were going to start our family right now!
Well, that’s not exactly how it happened. Long story short, I suffered another loss. I had miscarried again. My heart has been shattered, taped back up, and shattered again. I couldn’t believe that there was anymore pain or tears left inside me, until the day the doctors confirmed my second miscarriage. The months of July, August, and September have brought me so much pain this year and it has been one of the biggest struggles to overcome thus far.
Being just 22 and going through this with my new husband has brought us closer together as a couple, but has also left us questioning a lot things. My biggest question is W H Y?
Why did this have to happen to me, why did this have to happen to us?
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