Title : Ilahi.
° 'I wanted to be the better man,
You saw in me.'
Line from a beautiful show,
You see, no one is born a good heart.
One is born with a heart, mind and soul,
Just the thing needed for one to look over the choices, realise the effect and act.
Your heart becomes a good one or a bad one.
You find a purpose to your soul (you).
And unfortunately a lot of good heart think - everyone would make choices like them,
Why would they choose any other when they have ability to do good. -
They expect people to act according to the good they see in them,
Which might not even exist.
And so the good heart always break.
This is what the first person must have meant,
When one said i expected more out of people,
For that one saw the better human in them.
For that one thought anyone would choose kindness over selfishness.
For that one never thought a human could ever do,
the things human do under the control of selfborn evil.
Which one are you aiming to become?
The better i see in you
Or the one you think you are.
By Manishi b.
Ilahi, tere liye. Tuhi lauta skta he in sab ko inka asli mahsab. °
© Copyright issues Manishi bist, reserved.
|Do yourself this favor|
Have you ever had that dream in which you felt a monster is chasing you and you see yourself as both, the person being chased and the monster who is chasing?
OK that sounds completely obvious or mebbe you are not getting what I'm talking about so let me put it again this way :
You are both the person the horrible, nameless, the terror monster (or whatever that character looks like in your dreams) and the person running away from the monster as well., There's no one else in your head except you. In that bad dream you are literally chasing your own self away in your head.
Have you ever felt after waking up that the monster who chased you in your dreams in still right there?? Maybe you can't see them as clearly or maybe they are not as obvious as you saw them in the dream. But he is there somewhere saying : “You are not good enough.
You don't deserve all the love that you want and you will not be loved the way you want to be loved"
It will always tell you that there's something wrong with you, no matter how much you try to fix yourself up. You will always be looking for something that you will never find.
And when you hear these things in your head from the monster, your reaction is to run
But if we are the monster, and the person being chased, then we need to stop running because we cannot run away from ourselves.
You need to turn around and hug yourself.
You need to stop running from yourself
Because you are not the monster but you are your own hero. You are everything in between that stops you from taking the first step to being your hero. You need to bring the monster close enough to whisper in its ears to back off. No matter how ugly it appears or how much ever scared you are and you think you can't, you need to pull yourself out from there.
Because you are good enough!
And you deserved to be loved the way you want to be loved.
And there's nothing wrong in you that needs to be fixed.
The thing you’ve been looking for, has been here, with you, all along.
Don't run away from your own self. And tell yourself "I am sorry I ran away from you. I am sorry you’re afraid. I love you, honestly and sincerely, without end"
Little pile of thoughts (1)
Hate. Hate. Hate.
So much of it, in form of jealousy, anger or whatever.
When you posses the ultimate power of admiring something, loving something, to feel such feelings toward anything or anyone,
To know you can give out happiness just by doing something which comes from your heart
Is that not enough?
Not enough to make you spread love more then hate?
Whats the use of 'what-might-have-beens'
It too late,
Those two naive children are dead now.
We killed them.
Lines from reign.
And just like those precious things,
Us is also just another vintage love.