I have a better understanding of what causes passenger stress that leads to anger. The guy in front of me kept pushing back to get maximum recline! Awful 3 hours! #clostrophobic
Beginning to feel a little clostrophobic as the box mountain continues to grow. Stock replenishment in readiness for the Southampton Boat Show only just over 5 weeks away ....eek!
I did something new today and got humbled out. The irony of sensory deprivation tanks is that in order to think outside the box, you must first go inside one. To find yourself, you must lose yourself.
Detach, expand, grow.👌😁
Went up into the arch in a tiny capsule. This is the last time @clwillia
smiled for the next 3 hours 😂😂 #clostrophobic
I wasn’t able to have a good shot of my self while in #cuchitunnels
because of being #clostrophobic
. Just tried to get inside to have some experience.
Red light means you're stuck between two doors and can't open them. #clostrophobic
Are you an introvert?
Waiting for an elevator to the 11th floor, I pray before those doors open that no one gets in with me. I pray that no one is already in there going to ride the floors with me.
This may seem like a very small mental struggle, but for me it happens in every situation all day every day. Walking down a hall I stare at the floor, avoiding eye contact, I don't want to small talk, or to chat with those around me. I try and get out of conversations as fast as I can which makes them awkward.
I don't know why I am this way I just know that people exhaust me and make me uncomfortable. I have a handful of close friends who I can drive in a car with and have complete comfortable silence. But most people I assume thing I'm shy or don't like them or a b×××× because I don't engage. .
I am working on finding my girls and my crew. People who are just like me and are ok with taking time to themselves to recharge their batteries. Individuals who are ok with not seeing each other every day but pick up right where we left off when we last parted.
I want friends and I recently learned that a great way to improve depression is through meaningful social interaction... That's a vicious circle if I ever saw one! Introvert and depression seems to be a spiraling whirlwind of intrapment and sadness.
This trip this past week again was exhausting, but after hearing speakers say you get to surround yourself with your tribe, people JUST LIKE YOU. I got excited because I know they are out there we just haven't met yet!
Can I get a hell yeah to breaking this frustrating cycle and lifting each other up. Beating depression and finding a healthy balance between being an introvert and loving people. :)
#introvert #reachout #findyourtribe #makefriends #comfortzone #elevatoranxiety #clostrophobic #depression #mentalillness #awkward #bitch
This painting is still a work in progress but I dont think I want to touch it for a hot minute so I'll share it get feed back and go from there, the leg tones gross me out and and the shoes have frustrated me and I know where I want to go with the mouth but since its the focal point I should it last! #acrylic #oil #teeth #shoes #purpleyellowredandblue #mouth #art #clostrophobic