My first workout with my newest @gymshark
legging! 😍 I'm in love! ❤️ Did lower body today and I did goood! 😋 I had a proper warm-up with 9 km's on a bike 😐 Why is my faculty so far away? 😫😂 But yeah, I now realised I have ZERO condition... So definitely gonna feel this tommorow 😥.
Well boys and girls, it is time for a story. My story. It is a hard story to tell. When I was little, I got bullied. Like a lot. Even by those who I considered friends. For me it was too easy to forgive those "friends". But everyone has a point where they don't take bullshit any longer... At high school, the bullying continued. But at a different level, which I really can't explain. I mean kids stay kids, but they were smarter. They knew exactly how to trigger me... Two years later, I was 14, the mean words stopped, but it was already to late. The damage was done. I was disgusted of who I was and how I looked. I started a crash diet and lost 13 kilos in a few months. It is very hard to stop such a diet, because you convince yourself that all kind of food will make you fat. You start excercising to the point you almost throw up or faint. Please, never consider this as "healthy". It isn't. You are furnable to all kind of bad thoughts and moods... Last year was hard for me, caused by all sort of things which I will not explain (but I know most of you know what I'm talking about). Living was hard for me. It seems to me that I couldn't get out of that dark place... But I suddenly found you @hansvanderstaak.
And you brought me strenght and motivated me to go to the gym! I really can't explain this feeling after 7 months of working out. You keep pushing your limits, and you discover things you never knew about yourself. Sport is hard, but so worth it! It really makes me happy! But I have to say a massive thank you to all the people who have seen my worst and still sticked around ❤️ I'm still working on myself, and it will take long before I've reached my goals. But progress is made and will continue! Taking baby steps are also steps! It WILL be fine! All that you're going through WILL pass! I didn't believe it at first but now I do... ⬇️⬇️ continues in reaction!