Alright so this week has been a bit awkward for me. Typically I never would post anything of me being shirtless, unless it’s just showing the top part of my chest. But with me being in Florida it is basically inevitable not to be pretty much naked, so I somehow grew this slight confidence to post a few more “risqué” type pictures that I normally wouldn’t. It’s a bit weird for me actually, I have gone through a lot of highs and lows with my body and I’ve never really liked it all that much. I was someone who was always concerned with being “too skinny” and everyone acting like I’m some delicate flower because I don’t pack on pounds like some people. Don’t get me wrong I definitely have a few advantages with my body that are both a blessing and a curse, such as eating whatever I pretty much want without having to deal with a scale going 5 pounds up, and working out you can see the definition pretty quick. But with my life becoming more of an open book through social media I wanted to be somewhat of an outlook for people out there who are “struggling” with the same types of issue as myself. In the past I have done so many things to bulk myself up with eating, and working out, with supplement and powders and everything along the line with that- but after a while of keeping on course I break the habit and give up and stop. I want to make a commitment to myself for everyone to see- that once I get back from my vacation, I want to start back on my workouts and eating a little bit better so I can permanently be more comfortable with my body. If anyone out there has any tips or ticks to help me on the right path it sure would help! I guess as a mental note to myself and as a goal I will try to stick with a progression picture of myself ever so often to keep on track.. to start off now I am 5’9” and weigh 135 pounds and goal myself to gain muscle and definition to really have a body I can be proud of. I’m 23 and don’t want to look at myself when I’m 50 saying “I wish I would”. So thanks to anyone who reads this! wish me luck!!