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My whole life I've been told to try for perfection but learn to live without it .
So how am I supposed to be happy with you if I got screaming doubts in my head
I'd rather be dead
No fuck that
I'd rather have bread .
But still im thankful for everything life has given instead .
Cos my situation could be worse
And can still be bad .
I try to learn something new everyday and it's driving me mad .
I don't wanna get started on all the stuff that we had .
Cos I'm not just a spoiled little prick .
We got spoiled cos my parents didn't give a shit .
Wanted all of us to be happy so they bought the coolest shit .
Like my drum kit .
Man they prolly got annoyed with the way the drums hit .
And how do I repay them?
By doing all this dumb shit?
But my friends call it fun shit .
Should I reconsider who I run with?
My brain is hurting man it's been working harder than overtime .
I feel deserted like a shirt thats left up on the clothes line
All the shit I see up in my lucid dreams are feeling real to me
And I don't know why.