yesterday i cried. i would say im usually happy w everything else so i dont cry often. i was heartbroken. my valentine made me a phonecall. said the braclet i gave him broke and then finally made up his mind on what he wanted with me. he said he liked the relationship we had right now and that he came to a conclusion which was that he was in fact ready for a relationship now, but not with me. i felt that. i care for him and he grew a place in my heart. i think that place will always be for him. i guess you can still care for a friend like that yea? i just want to care for him and show him how special he actually is. as they say, the worst pain is falling for someone you could never have..