❌MY PAST AND MY FUTURE❌
Do you have a challenge for the new year? It's a typical german thing to take a challenge for the new year with the use to make your life better like "I will stop smoking" (pretty common) I have the third year now with a pretty serious one. And I was successfully with the last two. Tell me yours!
2017 was the year of becoming more tender. Love always meant a lot to me, it still does. But I never liked cuddling and stroking. I was always a little cold and reserved but suddenly I decided that I want to change that. Not because I missed something but because I kinda hoped life would be a bit more beautiful if I would able to enjoy that instead of feeling weird. And then I met my love and I started this journey with her. I worked on putting all my walls down and I succeded! I got a real connection to someone. It felt special. I let it felt special. That's also the same reason why I felt so deeply in love and why am i so extremly lovesick after the break-up now. But that's okay. Through that I was able to learn something for my entire life. At least that.
2018 was my year of being more in motion. That meant for me to move a lot, taking daily walks outside and doing a lot of things which I always wanted to do like hiking, escape rooms, special restaurants, concerts, musicals, stuff like that. To enjoy life more and doing things I dreamed of.
2019 shall become the year of trying unknown ways. For example I have in mind to give my art finally a deeper sense by making a high quality artbook of it. I want to finance it through kickstarter. That's risky and very unusal for me but I don't want to make it because of any profit but to make a dream come true, to create something which has the chance to last longer then me. I don't know if enough of you would even be interested in? Maybe I just do it for myself in the end but that would be okay as well. // @oohniversum
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