#depressionisabitch

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What a beautiful day here for a sweater 😍😍😍 Day out for this beauty and her bubba Groot OOTD Sweater: Princess Highway @dangerfieldclothing Brooch: Girlberta Galah @erstwilderofficial Necklace: Floating locket petite charms @theofficialpandora Skirt: Revival @dangerfieldclothing #messyhairdontcare #lovemysweaters #colddaysareforwarmcuddles #broochcompletestheoutfit #locketfrommybeast #beautyformybeast #notcopingtoday #depressionisabitch #fakeittilyoumakeit
Alright now hold on. Brace yourself. Calm your chesticle raisins. Now...I appreciate all the messages people have been sendin me all startin with "I'm here for you if you wanna talk" and "you're not alone" please believe me that I really do appreciate it very much. In all honesty, I'm not fully ready to talk to literally anyone at this moment. You say I'm not alone, I say yeah you can send me a simple message explainin how I'm not but yet I sit in my room with nobody around in my own rage, sadness and everything else that goes through my mind. No one to rant to...no one to hold. Bein alone sucks and it drives me crazy mad. In due time, I will be back to my normal self...eventually. But it's gonna take a shit load to bring back the happy positive Andi yall loved. As for right now...just lemme do what I wanna do. Now...you can look at this and think it's a cry out for help but don't. I'm fine #yesiamalone #depressionisabitch #lifeisabitchandthenyoudie #ihatemythoughts
Lately my depression has gotten a hold of me again. People think it’s crazy that someone can think so negatively of themselves or their life. People get mad at you for your negatively and thoughts of worthlessness. People get mad that you fall back into a hole that they might have helped you out of once before. In January of 2018, this year, I attempted suicide. I tell myself all the time that I’m obviously suppose to be here or I wouldn’t be. That I have a reason or a purpose. But myself tells me back that I’m a stupid ugly fat bitch with absolutely no purpose in the whole world. #depressionisabitch #wedontchoosetofeelthisway #survivor
I went full 🥐 spinal on a deadlift attempt today. And got mad about it. . I’m not mad that I missed 315#. I’m not mad that I didn’t PR. I’m not mad that I sobbed afterwards. . I’m mad that I expected 5 more pounds to prove that I’m better than the demons I was battling. I’m mad that I didn’t listen to my gut - which said don’t deadlift today. I’m mad that I skipped everything (like setting up properly) in an attempt to rage lift more than 2x my bodyweight. . I’m ok now. I got permission to fall apart - you can hear it as I walk away. I’m not in any pain from lifting. I will process things so that I can do better. . Life isn’t a curated feed of images. Sometimes shit goes south. The question that matters is, what happens next? . . #prsdonthappeneveryday #deadlifts #crescentmoondeadlift #heavylifting #heavyload #noprstoday #notmyfinestmoment #hsp #toomanyemotions #progressisnotlinear #listentoyourgut #depression #depressionisabitch
I don't think I'll ever heal...#depressionisabitch #timedontfixshit . #letstalkaboutit
I have been thinking and I reckon I amm probably going to go back to @slimmingworld at the start of October. I am becoming so withdrawn at the moment, getting down coz my clothes are getting tighter 😭😭 and I am still taking all these bloody meds which are not helping my mood! I have told my best mate I can't be maid of honour coz I will look like a blimp, i am still not dating coz my confidence is shot. I swear I have lost my mojo! It is pathetic. I know it is a very long journey so I best get my walking shoes on. . . . #iamworthy #learntolovemyself #iamstrong #iamawarrior #mentalhealthawareness #depressionisabitch #anxiety #mentalhealthmatters #selfesteemissues #zeroconfidence #innerdemons #fatgirlproblems #tryagain #nevergiveup #slimmingworld #slimmingworldjourney #swuk #swsupport #slimmingworldcommunity #slimmingworldfriends #slimmingworlduk #slimmingworldfamily #swcommunity #slimmingworldinstagram #thestruggleisreal
I destroyed some of my work during An Episode this weekend. I wish I didn’t get so self-destructive. I’m trying to get more help but it’s not easily forthcoming (or cheap...). I’m trying to get better. I really am. 💛
I shall grab it with both hands and hold it close. One does not conform because society says so. As the wonderful @pink once said "embrace the freak that you are" I would rather be a freak, weirdo, nutcase than a sheep, lemming etc. Be individual and be proud to be! . . . #iamworthy #learntolovemyself #iamstrong #iamawarrior #beenrunningonempty #mentalhealthawareness #depressionisabitch #anxiety #mentalhealthmatters #selfesteemissues #zeroconfidence #innerdemons #fatgirlproblems #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfamily #thestruggleisreal
This passed my eyes as I flipped through quotes I might like. This is everything. I relate so much and connect in a huge way!! This week marks one month in the program. In my recovery. And I’m learning to let emotions be emotions and to let go of what doesn’t serve me anymore. Relieve myself from the pain I’ve held so long. Working so hard on me!! Fighting for me!! I feel this and if you feel this too it means we aren’t allowed be, and that makes it even stronger. #boldlybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mhadvocate #traumasurvivor #quotes #recovery #mentallydrained #learning #yournotalone #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #anxiety #depression #depressionisabitch #depressionisreal #itsokaynottobeokay #yegmentalhealth #yegblogger #workingonmyself #mentalhealthjourney #mhjourney #recoveryjourney #healing #healingispossible
Didn’t manage to get a pic of Taya lying on my legs before Bela kicked her off but - my girls know when I don’t feel 100% #depression #anxiety #depressionisabitch
A years difference to the month. Still a little ways to go... struggling with motivation lately. I let the sadness take over a bit too much #igotme #depressionisabitch #progresseveryday #stillnotthereyet #icandothis #fitfam #fitness #weightlossjourney #dress #maroon #ificandoitsocanyou #fall #fallforme #doitfortheholyshityougothot #pcos #pcosweightloss #pcosawarenessmonth
Having such bad day mentally today... #deppression #anxiety #ptsd #depressionisabitch
Side view of the current state of my stomach, I’ve been so slack with working out due to injuries and been ill. Finally starting to feel a little better in myself so should be back to the gym soon I will be happy with my body 🙌🏼 already lost 10kilos since the start of the year isn’t a lot really but still I’m proud #depressionisabitch #anxietyisabitch #happinessisastateofmind #timetomakeachange
1 month. 1 month of being more fundamentally alone than I have been in years. 1 month without my boyfriend, my partner, my best friend. But I am alive. We hadn't spent more than a night away from each other in more than 2 years when he went away for a week long camping trip. I cried a little driving away when I dropped him off, because the love I had for him (have for him?) was so pure and overwhelming in that moment. We were so happy. I wanted his trip to be everything he dreamed of. I was loathe for him to be in a different state than me. The distance was so much, I felt it in my heart. And I was so lucky to love someone so much that I missed them that badly. Now he's across town and the distance hurts more than I ever thought imaginable in that moment. I wish I could show him all the new parts of my life. I wish I could send him every piece of art I saved to my phone for him and every little sweet nothing saved in my notes. But I can't share ant of that with him any longer. So I will sharw this instead and I will save it here for me. A reminder of my pain, and my survival of it. I love him. But I have to love me more, and keep living. #Heartbreak #MyHeartHurts #DepressionIsABitch Art by: @deathandmilk_
Sooo went to see @flawlessuk tonight for about the 100th time - yes i heart them very much & so should YOU! As per usual they did not disappoint and there were parts that were very steamy n sweaty 😍😍😍 oo-er! Defo perked my mood right up. Was proper anxious about going this morning but glad I went as it was just what I needed. . . . #flawless #dance #streetdance #hot #steamy #darlingtonhippodrome #iamworthy #learntolovemyself #iamstrong #iamawarrior #believeinmyself #beenrunningonempty #mentalhealthawareness #depressionisabitch #anxiety #mentalhealthmatters #selfesteemissues #endthestigma #zeroconfidence #innerdemons #fatgirlproblems #notsoslimmingworld #thestruggleisreal
5 pounds of fat, compared to 5 pounds of muscle! Not cute! #fat #pounds #exercise #losethefat #gainsomemuscle #imfat #ilovetoeat #ihaventlostapound #depressionisabitch
New blog post is up ✨ In this post, I explore the impact mental illness has on your relationship to your body. I can only speak to the impacts of an eating disorder and depression, but both created a dissonance between me and my physical self. I think this dissonance really confirms mental illness as an illness as it did truly disrupt my ability to relate to my body. Movement that brings me back into my body has helped me ground myself and be present in my body in a way I never was while I was struggling. #mindbodyconnection #yogaiscool #yourbodyisnotyourenemy #bepresent #dontfloataway #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthblog #depressionisabitch
This is the first time in a year that I’ve picked up my knitting needles. I finally feel the urge to create again, and I’m not asking questions! #depressionisabitch #knittersofinstagram #toxicpeople #creatives
Depression is not easily described. It is complicated, mixed with knots, loops, straightaways, zig zag and a dozen other shapes in all different sizes #depressionisabitch #depressionisnotachoice #depressionisnotwhatyouthinkitis #mentalillness #bipolardepression
First batch of hammer curls are done for the day(I have work soon, I’ll do more after dinner and work) first batch of bent over rows are done. It’s not what you’re doing it’s not how many you’re doing, it’s JUST GETTING IT FUCKING DONE. • • • #staythecourse #pushyourfuckinglimits #selfcare #depressionisabitch #rows #wolf #breaksomething
"Believe in yourself. You are braver than you think, more talented than you know, and capable of more than you can imagine." -Roy T. Bennett #happyfridayfriends #tryingtobepositive #bebrave #dontletyourtalentgotowaste #lookforthegoodineverything #depressionisabitch #thinkpositive #fridayvibes
Thinking of going Live tomorrow about this 🤔🤔🤔 thoughts? #DepressionIsABitch #ItsOkNotBeOk
welcome to the new aesthetic of this account, i was hurting too many with my old one - _ - _ - _ /tags\ #newtheme #sad #aesthetic #sadaesthetic #oof #blackandwhite #depressionisabitch #2sad2berad #endoftags
Setback. #DepressionIsABitch #Heartbreak #WhyWhyWhyWhy #AHorribleFuckingQuestion #NeverAGoodAnswer Art by @henn_kim Currently my favorite illustrations. No matter what I'm looking for they have something. 🖤🖤🖤
Comparison is the thief of joy. Don’t be fooled by people’s perfect happy pictures and videos posted on social media. This applies to me as well, as for my life isn’t perfect. I’m not always happy or doing great. I go through it just like you go through it. I wish we all could post our struggle as easy as we post our turn ups, but the reality is I wouldn’t want anyone to see me at my worst. As long as we keep our eyes open and understand that what we see is merely for entertainment, and motivation purposes, we can stop comparing ourselves to others and focus on ourselves more. Be happy with what you have and who you are no matter what. We only live once and therefore we shall make the best of it every single day. Happiness equals reality over expectations. #onelove #esency #esencymusic #instadaily #instaquotes #instapost #dailypost #motivationalthursdays #depressionisreal #depressionisabitch #staywoke #yourstruggleismystruggle
It’s true and I’ll never find anyone else like him. #love #6years #depressionisabitch
Don’t Forget...YOU ARE AMAZING and YOU ARE CAPABLE OF WHATEVER YOU DREAM AND DESIRE. I know from my own experience that from time to time it’s nice to hear. I know how many of you who follow me are facing things that are tough...being a single mom or dad, divorce, financial trouble, depression, anxiety, being parents ...period, insecurities, self doubt, shit, just life....I get it. I see you. There IS hope, there ARE brighter days ahead. Keep pushing, keep showing up, keep deciding to put in the work. It will pay off. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I really do believe every single one of you is AMAZING, I appreciate you and am honored to share space with you. Hope you guys had a beautiful Wednesday and make it the best Thursday tomorrow. 🖤🖤🖤 #thettattooerswife #youareanamazingperson #ibelieveinyourstory #embracethehardships #makingyoustronger #youareabeautifulhuman #depressionisabitch #thereisalightattheendofthetunnel #keepingshowingup #arete #iamarete #areteaccelerator #aretefam #tattooedmamas #gratitudeattitudealways
Mental health is just as important as physical health 💖 ✨ After much thought I have decided to leave social media for awhile 👋 ✨ I can’t say specifically for how long but I need to fix my mental health. ✨ I have suffered from depression for a long time. It peaked after I finally got out of my abusive relationship and is poking its ugly head back into my life now. Except I ignored its poking head and let it get to be a full on raging monster. 😒 ✨ Normally I would not share this with the public but sharing my health journey and trying to create a business doing so, so many of you have reached out to me to express how much you love me sharing this journey and asked me for tips and tricks. I thought it was only right to express to you how important mental health is as well. It’s okay to not be okay, but it’s not okay to not figure out why. This is effecting my life so deeply right now that I have to say see you later, not good bye though. I will be back when I’m better 😘😊💖 ✨ ✨ I’m not going to stop working out, or walking but I need to take this time to better myself so I can be a better member of my family 💖 ✨ ✨ I will see you all soon! 😘 ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #takingabreak #seeyousoon #mentalhealthisimportant #goodbyefornow #dontgiveup #notgivingup #thingswillgetbetter #illbebackwhenimbetter #backandforth #depression #depressionisabitch #catchyouontheflipside
I don't post enough anymore I know. 💔 trying to motivate myself to not delete this but depressions a bitch ,especially when you have a creative side that wants to jump out 24/7 but is partly being held back by overthinking... feel free to message me if you need to vent. #thehelpinghandchallenge #depressionisabitch #art #loveyourself #nas #rap #musicanddancing #dancingismycure #xxxtentacion
Well sh*t the bed i have made a proper meal. Kicked my arse into gear and made a bolognese bake and there is enough for 3 nights. Used 120g of mozzarella too (hea) so at least still have SW in mind which I suppose is a good thing. Hoping to go back to group in a couple of weeks once I have come off the old tablets I am still on and am only on my new anti-deprrssants. . . . #fatgirlproblems #slimmingworld #slimmingworldjourney #swuk #swinsta #swsupport #slimmingworldcommunity #slimmingworldfriends #swmafia #weightlossjourney #slimmingworlduk #slimmingworldfamily #swcommunity #slimmingworldinstagram #slimmingworldfood #slimmingworldmafia #icandothis #weightloss #thestruggleisreal #iamawarrior #depressionisabitch #mentalillness #marathonnotasprint
I am done in today. Laid my soul bare in my CBT and now falling asleep while waiting to see my doctor about my meds. I think I am actually going to cook a proper meal tonight when I get home. The last 2 nights since I have gone back to work have just got in and had a sarnie and gone to bed coz I have been that tired 😴😴 . . . #iamworthy #learntolovemyself #iamstrong #iamawarrior #beenrunningonempty #mentalhealthawareness #depressionisabitch #anxiety #mentalhealthmatters #selfesteemissues #zeroconfidence #innerdemons #fatgirlproblems #slimmingworld #slimmingworldjourney #swuk #swsupport #slimmingworldcommunity #slimmingworldfriends #slimmingworlduk #slimmingworldfamily #swcommunity #slimmingworldinstagram #slimmingworldfood   #thestruggleisreal
In a right pissy mood today for some reason. Also feeling particularly anxious, feel all fluttery inside. Just wanna feel right again. Could just burst into tears or tear my hair out. At the docs later, after my CBT session. . . . #iamworthy #learntolovemyself #iamstrong #iamawarrior #mentalhealthawareness #depressionisabitch #anxiety #mentalhealthmatters #selfesteemissues #zeroconfidence #innerdemons #fatgirlproblems #slimmingworld #slimmingworldjourney #swuk #swsupport #slimmingworldcommunity #slimmingworldfriends #slimmingworlduk #slimmingworldfamily #thestruggleisreal
Suicide awareness. “Just because I’m smiling, does not mean that I’m alright” 😢 #areuok #suicideawareness #depressionisabitch #themoodbehindthemask #anillnessnotachoice
I've been going through a lot the last 5 months. A journey of necessary self discovery. I have finally found answers to things I could never understand about myself. However with this comes more questions and riding an emotional rollercoaster. It's by far not easy but I know it will be worth it in the end. I am determined to become the absolute best version of myself. Shining a light on the darkness is far from easy but its what has to happen in order to heal and grow #dontletfearholdyouback #depressionisabitch #selfie_time #selfawareness #adhdwomen #adhdmom #ptsd #anxeity #iwillconquer #adiagnosisisnteverything #mentalillnessawareness #stopthestigma #highemotionaliq #adhdishard #itsnotanexcuseitsanexplanation #imnotashamed #rapesurvivor #recoveringalcoholic #momofamedicallycomplexchild #traumasurvivor #proudblessedmom #iwillalwaysgetbackup #lovetoyouall
Weird pattern from my mascara running. And yes I was crying #depressionisabitch #gettingbetter #itsokaytonotbeokay
I think this is the first thing that really made me smile today. #nostalgia #moonpie #chattanoogamadeonly #noimitations #depressionisabitch #nocalorieswhenfeelingdown
When working with my #photos I love playing with color, shadow, perspective... I often dream of living in my own little world away from all the pain in the world 🌎 & in myself🤦🏼‍♀️. (#2 pic is the plectranthus 'Mona Lavender' plant. The orchid-like flowers are quite small). #loveflowers #naturephotos #flowerphoto #amateurphotographer #etsystore #etsyshopowner #macrophoto #lovephotography #depressionisabitch #dreamer #depressionsucks
Here in the great land of Oz, it's R U ok? Day tomorrow (Thursday the 13th). The idea being if you see a change in a friend, ask them, genuinely, r u ok? Anyone who is struggling with their mental health is very adapt at replying "yeah, I'm ok" or "yeah, all good"! So if you really want to start a conversation, from my own personal battles with mental health, start a conversation with your own personal experiences. Whether it be your personal struggles, or a family members. When people are having a bad time, they need to hear that others do to. They need to know that others struggle. That people have found their way back (to good mental health). So instead of saying "are you ok?" Start with, "depression sucks, my mum's battled for years......" Or something similar. Oh and good luck. Depression is a bi+ch and together we can beat it! ♥️ #ruok #depressionisabitch #unitedwestand #togetherwecanbeatit #strongertogether
Walls guuys.. Walls!!! The only thing that's preventing me from falling Apart are these glasses that are sealed tightly to let no entry eeeeeen my plates can't fall 😁You gotta have them walls fam #depressionisabitch #haha 😂 #staywokefam
Yesterday was #suicidepreventionday . When we’re depressed it is really hard to reach out, so if you notice someone is feeling rough, let them know you care about them and are down to chat if they need it. If you are suicidal, please know there is moving past it. I’ve been there, I’ve OD’d more times in my life than I could guess. My family has seen me go into convulsions it more regularly I OD’d alone and came to days later. I’m no longer there though, and haven’t been for several years. My life is still difficult but far less so. It is worth living. It can get better. If you know someone who has completed suicide, know they really really tried. Their pain became more than they could cope with. They didn’t choose to leave you.
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