#depressionisabitch

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" We're all in the same hell, playing the same game." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #suicidegirls #selfhatequotes #sadedits #suicideboys #saygoodbye #sadquotes #schizophrenia #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #depressedquotes #depressionisabitch #depressed #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depression #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #help #helpme #voicesinmyhead #mydenmons
I uhhhhhh love this song, what a queen Thank u, next Ariana Grande #arianagrande #depressionisabitch #thankunext #imcool #isuckatsinging #ilovemusic #someoneloveme #sad #music
"Yeah I'm fine." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressedquotes #depressionisabitch #depressed #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #deppression #suicidegirls #selfhatequotes #suicideboys #saygoodbye #sadquotes #schizophrenia #voicesinmyhead #mydemons #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ
"She's broken because she believed." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressedquotes #depressed #depressionisabitch #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depression #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #deppressionedits #suicidegirls #selfhatequotes #suicideboys #saygoodbye #sadquotes #schizophrenia #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
I have a bad habit of putting myself in a box. When I first started this instagram account, I was petrified that I'd run out of content... And then I did. Instead of posting any of the photos I've taken that aren't of people, I convinced myself that no one would like them so I wouldn't be disappointed if that turned out to be true. So, hey. I'm back! Thank you @alainaevans1 for encouraging me weeks ago to jump back into it. ๐Ÿ’ž #blackandwhite #portrait #backatit #texture #lookingglass #anxiety #bearwithme #depressionisabitch #nikonphotography #nikon #dslr
Saw this on @gotta.getta.grip and Iโ€™m like โ€œyupโ€, so itโ€™s worth a repost. The story feels like itโ€™s never ever going to end and itโ€™s frustrating and exhausting and frankly-scary. Iโ€™m better and then Iโ€™m not-like, SO not. And now that I know what โ€œbetterโ€ feels like (thanks, TMS) itโ€™s even worse to come out of remission. Like a drug addict who is always chasing the high...Iโ€™m chasing that happiness or at least feeling of contentment but I donโ€™t even know how or where to get it (see update in stories). @hannahdblum (love her!) #depressionisabitch #copingskills #imtired #tms #remission
"โ˜๏ธโค" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressedquotes #depressionisabitch #depressed #depression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depression #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #deppressionedits #help #helpme #sadedits #sadquotes #saygoodbye #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #suicidegirls #selfhatequotes #suicideboys #schizophrenia #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
Even with all of my acne from stressin' out, I still felt kinda cute today. I've been at an all time low between feeling fat/disgusting, depressed, and stressed out...Maybe a week away from work was exactly what I needed. We'll see. ๐Ÿ˜• #zitsfordays #depressionisabitch #ilovetosleep #selfesteem
"I'm still in Love with you." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressedquotes #depressionisabitch #depressed #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depression #deppressionedits #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #depressionvideos #voicesinmyhead #mydemons
"Heart for Sale ๐Ÿ™„" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressionisabitch #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depression #deppressionedits #deppression #depressedquotes #depressed #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #suicideboys #suicidegirls #schizophrenia #voicesinmyhead #mydemons #sadedits #mood #fuckoff
Kinda feeling really shit today even though Iโ€™m at work. Tbh I just want to curl up and sleep forever.... #depressionisabitch #anorexiaisback #needtogetbetter #canisleepyet #anxietyishigh
"I HAVE NOTHING LEFT" Credits going to IDENTITY on YouTube ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #selfhatequotes #voicesinmyhead #mydemons #deppressionedits #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depression #depressionisabitch #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #videoedits #rickandmortysad
I Know I Haven't Posted Any Flowers For A While But I've Been Thinking About Life And How Things Have Been Lately. It's Been Quite A Rollercoaster This Year And There Have Been Times That I Have Felt Fed Up And Had Enough Of Everything But Then I See Something Beautiful And Realise How Precious Life Really Is And Really To Keep At It. I Guess What I'm Trying To Say Is I'm Grateful To Have The Very Limited People I Have In My Life That Actually Want Me To Be Apart Of Theirs As I Have Felt Like For A Long While That I Don't Belong Anywhere But In Is Current Moment Of Time I Am Happy. #florist #floristlife #flowers #prettyinpinks #life #thinkingaboutlife #rollercoasterjourney #lifehasitsmoments #depressionisabitch #beenthinking #needabreak #gerberas #pinks #pretty #flowerlife #flowerstargram
"โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ˜…" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressions #depressionisabitch #depri #deppressed #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #depressioninarelationship #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #stress #sadness #sadedits #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
"๐Ÿ’”" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressions #depri #deppressed #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #depressioninarelationship #j #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #mydemons #lovehurts #hesgonnacheatanyway
"The truth behind your words." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressions #depri #deppressed #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #depressioninarelationship #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #relationshipproblems #depressionvideos
"I want to cry so hard right now but I can't." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionedits #depressededits ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ”ซ #depressionisabitch #depri #depressions #depressionsucks #depressionisreal #deppressed #depressioninarelationship #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ
Thank God barely anyone I know irl follows me or I would not be able to be this real. I took a shower, brushed me teeth and got dressed today! My life has become such that this is an accomplishment. ๐Ÿ˜• Alas small victories for now so I can get to the big ones in the future ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฟ Hereโ€™s to hoping I stay vertical for the rest of the day ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿฟ๐Ÿ˜Š #depressionisabitch #recoveryjournal
Internet breakdown time. I have been having a rough couple weeks on the pole. An injury I thought was getting better has turned into me not being able to do a basic invert without shooting pains and the inability to take deep breaths for hours to days afterward. I canโ€™t even do a bent arm hang without pain right now. On top of that, I feel like my flow is just garbage and I look like an awkward blind baby deer trying to dance. I feel ugly and awkward. I canโ€™t seem to appreciate anything but the mistakes I make lately and I feel like Iโ€™ll never be anything but an average at best pole artist. Iโ€™m in a weird insecure dark place where I wonder why Iโ€™m even doing this because I feel like iโ€™ll never be (strong/bendy/graceful/sexy/insert adjective of choice) enough. And Iโ€™m angry because pole is what I came to to help me through my depression and find some measure of self confidence and now I feel like my brain canโ€™t even do that part anymore. I donโ€™t have a happy way to wrap this up. Iโ€™m just struggling right now. It wonโ€™t last (hopefully), but right now it sucks. . . . On the bright side, hereโ€™s a roughly one year progress in this backbend scorpion thingy. I wish the angles were a little more similar for comparison, but thereโ€™s lots of little improvements- my favorite is that Iโ€™m not sitting on my head now and my back actually bends just a little these days. Resentfully and with a fair bit of complaining. I guess take your victories where you can, right? . . . #poledance #polefitness #pdelbowstand #flexy #staybendy #progress #backbendprogress #poleprogress #badmentalhealthday #depressionisabitch #fitness #girlswholiftthemselves #physicalandmentalhealth #strongwomen #flexibilityprogress
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New blog up and running, check it out if you're bored, in the meantime, here's some fireworks from bonfire night ๐ŸŽ†๐ŸŽ‡ link's in my bio #mentalhealthmatters #depressionisabitch #cantsleep #fireworks ๐Ÿ’ฅ #magnesium #fireworkschemistry #blogger #insomnia #sleptonthecouchlastnight #wideawakeclub #likeforlikes #followforfollow #blackcaribbeanwoman
Trying to get on top of stuff....and i love lists!!!! No better feeling then scribbling ouy a completed job. This was one of the things my therapist found really benefited me and very often was the catalyst in helping me breaka downward spiral. #momlife #ilovelists #listaddict #getorganized #motherhood #jobstodo #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalheath #mentalheathmatters #depressionisabitch #depressionisnojoke #depressionisreal #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness
Have been stuck in my own head for the last few days. Last week was so god awful at work and the negativity has still lingered, luckily im good at not taking that shit home with me and my son is absolutely the medication for this, he definately makes me forget all that is wrong with the world when we are together. I need to reread the goddess revolution even if thats my one job the rest of this week. It fills me with such positivity. And hopefully my hormones will calm down to this week. Tuesday is my day of relaxing with my soon to be husband so i have definately not eaten the best but i haven't been awful. And Monday was the same. Im hoping with all the prep iv done Wednesday will be really good. #slimmingworldcooking #slimmingworldbooks #slimmingworldcookbook #slimmingforthewedding #bridetobe #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfood #slimmingworlduk #slimmingworldfollowers #slimmingworldjourney #slimmingworldfamily #slimmingworldfriends #slimmingworldsupport #slimmingworldplan #slimmingworldlife #slimmingworldinsta #slimmingworldweightloss #slimmingworldweddingdiet #positivementalattitude #positivevibes #stuckinyourhead #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalheathmatters #depressionisabitch #depressionisnojoke #depressionisreal
Dealing with having one of those days . . . . I am having one of those days. One of those days weโ€™re getting up from bed is not a option and going outside is painful. I am having one of those days where life seems to be a weight pressing down on me rather than a experience. This is only temporary and instead of punishing myself for not being as ok as I want to be instead of attacking myself saying โ€œwow you couldnโ€™t get this done today?โ€ I have myself the rest I needed. Mental health day, regular healthy day . . . #mentalhealthday #depressionisabitch #depressionfighter #mentalhealthawareness #selfcareissexy #selfloveisimportant #selflove #selfcarethreads #selfiepic
begin. because even though it all hurts thereโ€™s always hope awaiting somewhere that will ignite something within. horses first; then more therapy // #coffee #alwaysstartwithcoffee #goddidntgiveaspiritoffear #depressionisabitch #soami #sometimesanyway #ifightharder #trialaftertrial
"The 4 stages of smiling~ ๐Ÿ˜" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #help #helpme #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
Donโ€™t be a fucking asshole and be understanding when people are telling you what is happening in their life and they are asking for some kind of compassion. A damn shoulder to cry on. #depressionisabitch #anxietyeveryday
"I'm okay~ ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ซ" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
"๐Ÿ˜ณโ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ”ช" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #help #helpme #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #fml #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
"The truth about our Society." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressededits #depressionisabitch #depressionmemes #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #mydemons #voicesinmyhead
"๐Ÿ˜…โ˜๏ธ" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #help #helpme #voicesinmyhead #mydemons
I had 1-month-break of my therapy (depression) because of a very long holiday. During the holiday I felt almost OK, no exaggerated depressive feelings. Since I'm back, I start doing therapy once a week again, however, I'm having enormous dislike-feelings to the therapy and the therapist, I can feel the depression is coming back (or it never goes away), I'm starting being skeptical about my life again, I'm thinking of leaving my bf and hurting myself (not suicide), I'm having sleep problems. Actually the degree of current stress is not high. I don't know if it's due to the break. I'll try to talk about this with my therapist, before I make another irrational decision. So, yes, I'm not doing well. The disease of my bf was the trigger and influenced me so deeply. #ulceratovecolitispartner #partnerwithdisease #depressions +#depressionisabitch #depressionisnojoke #depressionsucks #depressive #depressionisreal #depression #depressing
Did make it out of bed ๐Ÿ’• Family day #familyiseverything #notbloodbutfamily #depressionisabitch
Ditching all black for a couple hours because sometimes you need to feel like a fucking superhero... #batman #8track #depressionisabitch
"๐Ÿ™„โ˜๏ธ" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depressionmemes #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #help #helpme #mydemons
"So smoking is the perfect way to commit suicide without actually dying. I smoke because it's bad, it's simple." Credits to artist. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #schizophrenia #depressionisabitch #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depressionsucks #depri #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #help #helpme #videoedits
Trigger warning โš ๏ธ super sad post . Iโ€™m super sad and emotional,I donโ€™t know what to say I donโ€™t know how to explain what Iโ€™m feeling and why Iโ€™m feeling what Iโ€™m feeling (just want to cry and sleep) and Iโ€™m sad. I had an appointment with my GP and to cut long story short he mentioned I might have a condition called #fibromyalgia so Iโ€™m just confused and thinking wtf . Anyway happy Saturday guys and to end my rumble on a brighter note how cute is my Polo #thebeagle who is on my case for treats๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿค“#endometriosis #endojourney #endopain #fendo #chronicfatigue #anxiety #deppression #panicattack #chronicpainwarrior #beaglemom #feelingsad #emotional #anxietyisabitch #depressionisabitch #ketonewbie #ketojourney #ketoforendometriosis #sugarfree #cheatedonketo
"๐Ÿ”ชโ˜๏ธ" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionedits #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #mydemons #schizophrenia #voicesinmyhead
Overflowing with inspiration today. Stay tuned for all the works in progress Iโ€™ve begun. Excited, inspired, imagination on fire. Feels good to be back to myself again. #workinprogress #wip #charcoaldrawing #instaart #anxietyrelief #depressionisabitch #mindseye #blackandwhite #darkandmoody #unfuckyourself #theseareafewofmyfavoritethings #arttherapy
Some days itโ€™s necessary to wear a motivational saying, so you are reminded every time you look in the mirror you got this! When Iโ€™m having a bad day, I need a little extra help to stay focused. Physical therapy was rough today, but doubled as a workout!! #motivation #dontwishforitworkforit #depressionisabitch #workoutthedepression #workhard #satanwontwin #physicaltherapy #legsarejello
"Do you know that strange feeling too?" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #mydemons #help #helpme
"I loved you so much. I forgot what hating myself felt like." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depressionmemes #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #help #helpme #fml #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #chat #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys
"โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ณโค" ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionquotes #depressionisreal #depressionedits #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #suicideboys #help #helpme #treatmeright #karmaisabitch #mydemons #wakeupboys
Four pieces till my next book is done. Iโ€™ve been in a perpetual state of depression the last month and words arenโ€™t coming out right. Iโ€™m trying to be crafty to curb the thoughts but it only helps for so long. I wrote a really emotive piece last night but...itโ€™s also pretty harsh so I donโ€™t think Iโ€™m going to post it.. Iโ€™m trying to make myself better but it seems like the more I try, the harder Iโ€™m pushed back down. Not really sure what Iโ€™m supposed to do anymore. #depressionsucks #depressionisabitch #depressionisnotajoke #mentalillnessisreal #mentalillnesssucks #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #queerwriters #queerpoets
"I need you." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressionisabitch #depressededits #depressionsucks #depressionisreal #depressionedits #lifeisabitch #karmaisabitch #suicidequotes #suicidegirls #help #helpme #mydemons
โš”TAKE CAREโš” "There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than everything that bleeds." Laurell K. Hamilton When the dark time of the year begins the suicide season starts. Before you lose someone you love talk to people that seemed to be depressed or worried. Be there for your family, your brothers and sisters and your neighbours. Give them the feeling they are not alone and that they are part of society and be respected. โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž– #villainhopefulsalute ย toย all my brothersย @beardedvillains ย ๐ŸŽฉโš”๏ธ โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž– โš”๏ธBฮฃฮ›ะฏDฮฃD VILLฮ›IะŸS แ‚บฮฃะฏMฮ›ะŸะโš”๏ธ โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž–โž– โš”๏ธMy Presidentย @von_knox โš”๏ธMy Brotherhoodย @beardedvillains โš”๏ธMy Allianceย @beardedvillains_europe โš”๏ธMy Chapterย @beardedvillainsgermanychapter ย โš”๏ธMy Captainย @uncledirk13 โš”๏ธMy Co Captainย @legga_chris โš”๏ธMy Scoutย @baldbearded #beardedvillainsworldwide #beardedvillainsbrotherhood ย #stayloyal #staybearded ย #stayvillain ย #stayproud #beardedvillainsworldwide #beardedvillainsofgermany ย #villainlife #beardedguy ย #beardgang ย #beardcrew #thebeardcollective #beardedvillainsbrotherhood #takecare #fuckdepression #depressionisabitch
"Fuck my life." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช #depressededits #depri #depressionsucks #deppression #depressionisreal #depressionedits #depressionmemes #fml ๐Ÿ”ซ #fml #depressionisabitch #karmaisabitch #suicidegirls #help #helpme #mydemons
Awesome sunset I caught out my living room window Sunday. That morning I had woken up with a plan and I wouldn't say a pep in my step but I was moving.. Then bad news hit, I showered and for a bit continued moving but at some point I sat on the floor(normal part of my routine) and I could not make myself get back up. Between the pain in my abdomen/back, and now the heaviness that was blanketing my existence. I told myself this was alright, just arriving home in the city after time in the mountains, the physical pain, and now the sad news, i could be due for a day of rest. But now it is Wednesday night and the heaviness is lurking, it has not taken over as I know it easily could. I am trying to do all the things I know, eating thc before bed to assure I sleep well and wake up rested with less aches, I am taking my time to make sure I feel ready and prepared for my day not just rushing to make sure I get myself to work, I am eating alllot, and I am remembering to take it a bit slower, if I overdue it or push to hard that will invite the heaviness right in, but if I take my time, take good care of myself, acknowledge the heaviness is there, feel it for what it is without giving it any control then I can work through it, or at least alongside of it until the time comes to work through it. P.S. PLEASE send All of the sugar and sweet things! #onwardandupward #onedayatatime #depressionisabitch #shehasnomercy #hopeisreal #talkingaboutit #twloha .
These last few days have been so hard, I've found myself to be horribly miserable. Feel like I'm failing everyone with not being where I feel I need to be. If I'm honest I've felt suicidal, like there is no point continuing on... I wish I could do more, lately I've been unable to do much with pains in my stomach. This just sets off so much anxiety because I worry, I worry about everything now. Just need to keep reminding myself, small steps. #anxietylife #anxietysufferer #anxietydisorder #angerissues #anxiety #lifeanxiety #lifewithanxiety #panicdisorder #healthanxietysucks #healthanxiety #postpartumanxiety #depressionisabitch #depressionawareness #darkdepression #darkthoughts #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthblog #blog #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #suicidalthoughs
"Sitting in this damn room with people looking at you and the only thing you want is to lay in your bed and hiding under your blanket." ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ”ช๐Ÿ˜ #depressedquotes #depressionisabitch #depressiv #deppressed #deppression #depressionquotes #deathwish #depressionisreal #hatemyself #hate #deppressionisabitch #karmaisabitch #help #helpme #mydemons #schizophrenia #voicesinmyhead
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