For years now, I've loved getting older and haven't had an age crisis. But I'm standing at the doorstep of the big, petrifying GROWN-UP 30s now and I'm just like "ughhh, do I HAVE TO?!". After a childhood and youth of battling obesity and eating disorders, I always kind of thought that by the time I turn 30 I'll have myself in the best shape of my life. But well, that's tomorrow and I can't remember when is the last time I've felt healthy and energised for an entire day. I might look nice and like I was really active, outdoorsy and wanderlust. And well, yes I AM, but it's always a humongous struggle for me to anyways do those things I want to do. And to balance out a trip to the mountains or a good yoga session, I'll spend the next few days in bed recovering. For the past week I've been unable to get up without almost fainting. But at least now we're finally getting some progress with all the medical tests, so here's hoping for a healthy and happy(-er) 30s!
And if not, at least I've learned that both in good and bad, in sickness and in health, I wouldn't have it any other way. The bad doesn't erase all the good, or vice versa. They will always coexist. That's life. And each and every day and year makes me even happier to be alive in the end.
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