Picture taken with my best friend @gl17chgaming
who I nominate to tag someone for a post so well.
So with a new year approaching, I wanted to take a few minutes to reflect on this past year.
It's no doubt that 2018 sucked, what with the countless computer mishaps, ending up in the hospital after almost breaking my arm, a hurricane leaving me without power for days, getting stalked and harassed by people I cut ties with, as well as having to start over with my streaming after leaving Mixer.
That and learning how little I could trust people I considered steadfast friends, severe anxiety attacks that I've needed extra therapy sessions for, as well as being diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome just last week.
But, as the line from The Crow goes? It can't rain all the time.
For all the betrayal, I've found new friends who've stuck by me for me, such as @davethenut1
, and @_beta_wulf_
as well as fixed ties with previous ones such as @rockinryan71
I've felt more at home and appreciated back on Twitch than I had been on Mixer in a long time and also achieved affiliate, as well as partnerships with @streamloots
I got to attend Warped Tour for its final run alongside GL17CH as well as multiple movies including Infinite War.
My third year at #animeweekendatlanta
was the most fun yet with highlights being meeting @bagfullofbags
who helped me with my social anxiety somewhat (though I was scared to talk to her initially) and GL17CH ordering pizza back at the hotel while I attempted to not rage at a play session of Getting Over It with Bennet Foddy, with GL17CH playing The Mountain by Three Days Grace to rub it in.
My arm is healed. Mostly.
And I have a very supportive and compassionate doctor and psychiatrist now who both have helped me deal with my depression as well as given me hope on things moving forward.
Hopefully my resolution's for 2019 will work out.
Much love rogues.
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