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Lucid dream guide, massage therapist, yoga teacher, musician and end of life care specialist @alej_salinas ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #lucid #luciddreaming #chicago #chicagoyoga #death #dreaming #dying #doula #massagetherapy #massagetherapist #vocalist #pianist #darkartists #pollo #throatchakra #allblack #conservatory #graveyard #autumnleaves #lit #humanface
Lucid dream guide, massage therapist, yoga teacher, musician and end of life care specialist @alej_salinas ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #lucid #luciddreaming #chicago #chicagoyoga #death #dreaming #dying #doula #massagetherapy #massagetherapist #vocalist #pianist #darkartists #pollo #throatchakra #allblack #conservatory #graveyard
ED group therapy is fucked up. I barely said anything at all today. The only thing i could think of was making plans to end it all. Like really planning it out. Not necessarily about the deed itself. Got that figured out for years now. More about finding a way to make it as less stressful for other people. Not that i feel like anyone would stress about it. I was having these thoughts of making people extremely mad at me so they would be happy if i'm gone. Quickly realised that it would make everything more fucked up. I don't like making people mad but in those few minutes i was honestly believing that i was going to do that if i needed to. I was literally planning everything out in my head. The day didn't start that great either. Left my house to go to group during a panic attack. In the first part of the program i still had all this panic shit. After that i became a zombie. There was also a new girl today so the group was way too crowded. I'm thinking about quitting. The dietican allready said that i've made 0 progress in the last 8 weeks that i have been there. Tbh i've only gotten worse. But whatever. Still gonna go to group. Idk why i still go but i don't want another scenario of people thinking that i "ran away from the problems". Even tho that was never true. The whole therapy is seriously bullshit. I have so many things to tell you guys about it why it sucks and why it's bs but then this post will get way too long. It feels like i have no place at all in real life to vent about this suicidal stuff. Kinda sucks, not that i can talk about it anyway. I vent on this acc about suicidal shit but i don't tell everything about it here either. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - #depression #depressed #anxiety #ocd #anorexia #ana #eatingdisorder #selfharm #suicidal #suicide #sad #panicattacks #death #fucklife #secretsociety #secretsociety1234 #dark #hurt #selfharmmm #scars #cuts #blades #selfhate #dying
I’m not even sure the people I call my “best friends” even care about this. They just like it and leave. I feel closer with a girl I met not long ago then with my “best friend” I’ve know for almost 3 years. That’s sad, that’s fucking sad. #depressed #sad #lonely #suicidal #dying #dyinginside
a couple months ago, i told my doctor i've struggled with self harm for almost 2 years. now every time i go in for a med check, she asks if i cut again, and checks me for any new scars. (so far, she hasn't seen any new ones). when i see her in a few weeks and she sees my new cuts and scars, could she refer me to the hospital for a 72 hour hold?? i'm really nervous. :( - - - - - - - - - - - - #suicide #suicidal #girl #suicidalgirl #suicidalteen #suicidalthoughts #ednos #ocd #anxiety #depression #depressed #cutter #cutting #cut #cuts #deadinside #unhappy #sad #mood #depressionedits #scars #selfharm #selfharmmm #fakesmile #dying #ihatemyself #empty #broken
I made this little story about a girl i used to know. she's one of the stars now and i hope she can rest in peace. No one believed her when she said "i wanna kill myself" and now she's gone. Everyday was a battle for her, everyday she was struggling with the voices in her head.. i wish i was a better friend for her. No one believed her and now she's gone forever. She was my bestfriend for more than 10 years, we grew up with each other and i miss her.. so that's why i made this little story/quote.. i just wanna keep remembering her or talking about her. I just don't wanna forget her.. #unhappy #sad #lostboy #lost #crying #fake #depression #boy #depressedguy #bordeline #alone #scars #unwanted #useless #worthless #lonely #dying #afraid #tired #tears #pain #ugly #problems #emotional #canttakeit #stupidme #selfhate #hatingmylife
You wont be there for that. • • • • • ♡Follow @sadnesswins for more ♡content like this! ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡#worthless #suicidal #ugly #fat #dying #depressededits #depressed #broken #staystronge #Imaworrier #music #edits #alone #lonely #stupid #cuts #emo #insanity #sorry #explorepage #tbh #fr #1111fr #clout #vhs #mood #chillwave #sadreserverc #sadedits
#PeepThis : #KimPorter , the mother of #Diddy ’s three kids and his stepson #Quincy was found dead in her #LA home today. 🤯👩🏾‍💻 She apparently suffered from cardiac arrest after suffering from flu-like symptoms and #pneumonia throughout the week. She was 47 years old. #Peepers send your condolences to the #Combs family during this difficult time. #RIP #breakinghearts #trending
• And no body came 🌹🗝️ • • • • • • • • ▫️▪️◼️#broken #brokenheart #dying #sad #sadness #sadquotes #sadnessquotes #depression #depressed #depressionquotes #pain #selfharn #selfhate #hurting #anxiety #crying #anxietyquotes ◼️▪️▫️
1. #AudreLorde wrote, “Caring for myself is not self-#indulgence , it is self-#preservation , and that is an act of political warfare.” Yet how do we care for and #love ourselves under a #dying #capitalism that we know is homophobic, racist, misogynist, and all those other creepy -isms that just won't quit? The short answer is we hire our #heart to make our everyday economic decisions. Literally. We #ask our heart to make every single decision that requires #cash , #credit or debt #financing . 2. #SelfLove is choosing the best #path and product or service on the market in each moment. It is seeing our dollars, pesos, yuan, rupees, and pounds sterling as #precious and also 100% tainted and corrosive. Self-#love is being #honest to this #predicament and our personal economic position -- and the choices our position affords us. 3. Capitalism as a #world system was born of racism and settler colonialism. It was never neutral. And it won't ever be. When we take that #truth to heart, it becomes a little easier to make everyday economic and financial decisions, including the choice to honor the money we do spend and forgo capitalism as much as possible by #trading , #timebanking , and #gifting what we need to live. 💎 #RegenerativeAgriculture 💎 #DefendTheSacred 💎 #CelebrateLife 💎 #AguaEsVida 💎 #OneLove 💎 #Nibi
I am nothing ⇞ • • • • • • • • • ▫️▪️◼️#broken #brokenheart #dying #sad #sadness #sadquotes #sadnessquotes #depression #depressed #depressionquotes #pain #selfharn #selfhate #hurting #anxiety #crying #anxietyquotes ◼️▪️▫️
Little update; I care so much about everything and everyone, but i get Nothing back and that sucks, so when i get home i am so tired of doing my best that i even can’t do my homework of anything else. I fall asleep after crying for like half a hour. I don’t know why no one ever gives me a complement, say something nice or listen to me. And i hate it to no that.. #depressionquotes #die #fuckmylife #dying #hatemyself #fml
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Ks3 did amazing at tie dyeing yesterday. I can’t wait to show them how the patterns have come out #happylittlefaces #textilesforthewin #designtechnology #kidsthatlovetomake
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