I no-more mourn for the things that happened in my life. Allah swt had pre-written them for me and I went through the motions. Be it good or bad I will be happy because it is my lord who has planned this in my Qadr.
There is nothing that fights Qadr, except Duaa, and I will continue doing Duaa to Allah until He changes my Qadr. Your heart will get what it prays for. Don’t think your lord is unaware of your heart.