How do you find inner peace? Do you have a method?
I have not felt that peace in such a long long time. You know, the ability to just be in a moment, and to feel at ease, be calm, grounded. The uneasiness has spread to areas of my life I thought sacred, friendships, even our summer cottage, and I don't really know what to do.
Right now I hope it is just a longwinded phase of rebirthing, of going into something new, with the start of studies et al, taking apart so much of what I thought was me etc. But still, it is so painful and so stressful and so hard, to feel everything wobble and turn. I mostly try to shut everything and everyone out at the moment, strip it all bare, trying to make it all quiet even for a second.
It can't go on forever though, can it. But how to even start finding that elusive feeling of peace and ground beneath my feet, that is the burning question.
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