RESTARTING MY TRANSFORMATION JOURNEY -
I did get down to my lowest weight 1 years ago, but I started overeating and gaining everything back . My new goal is to lose all of the weight again, and start from scratch again.
This morning, I weighed in on a weight I haven't seen in years, and that scared the shit out of me. Giving me a big wake up call.
Here it is:
Dear present me. -
It's 20th October 2018. I wanted to contact you because I believe that you exist, even though it feels too good to be true.
But it isn't, isn't it? For years, I've CONVINCED myself that looking like I looked is all I needed to be happy. But when I look back on what I felt like when I was at my lowest weight a years ago, I thought that my problems and insecurities would go away, but it didn't. What I do remember is feeling more confident, looking better in clothes, feeling excited to get new clothes, and looking better in general. I'm going to lose the weight I gained and get a glimps of those feelings again, and that's gonna be great.
But it's not everything. Being the size that you are now is not on the healthy side, The truth is, unless you change your MINDSET, you never will change!
So all I'm asking from the bottom of my heart is that you DON'T GIVE UP. (The moral of the story is, I know I messed up, I know I've gained weight, and haven't been a role model like I should've been, so here I am saying sorry to everyone I've let down, I really didn't want to disappoint any of you. Hope you guys can forgive me.) Transformation happens 1 rep at a time.
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