Something really bad happened to me a couple of weeks ago. Only the people closest to me know exactly what that was, but let's just say I'm lucky to be alive. Ever since I've held my children tighter, I've loved Scott better and I'm not willing to put up with anyone's negative thoughts about me. I realized in this moment that it doesn't matter what you look like, it doesn't matter what you weigh, it doesn't matter if people even like you as long as you like yourself. In this moment, it could've been all gone for me. My life could've been cut short. If things had ended differently I wouldn't be here.
My entire life I haven't really liked myself in all honesty. I struggled for years with an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide where I have scars on my body to tell my story. And after the events of what happened to me recently I refuse to not like myself anymore. I refuse to let anyone's opinion of me sway the way I feel about myself. Someone sent me a message through instagram today that was very negative about the way I look, and it's because of what happened that I was able to not let their terrible view of me or the world change the way I feel about myself. How they feel about me doesn't matter.
You are not what you look like, but you are the embodiment of how you feel about yourself... and if you feel good about yourself, it will show. SO GO INSPIRE AND SHOW YOUR BEAUTY TO THE WORLD.
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