Today I tell you the story. Who can understand this story and my pain? I can’t believe that someone can 😿The song “The change in me is you” lives in every cell of my body. This song is theme of Eden and Cruz in the #tvshow #soapopera #SantaBarbara
❤️ SB was shown in the 1980s until 1993 on #NBC
. In Russia since 1992. I was 4 years. I loved my #EdenCruz
so much that all my men look like Cruz😹 Eden - #MarcyWalker
, Cruz - #AMartinez
❤️ (his Instagram abonemartinez )
A and Marcy had an affair during the filming. And then he left her and came back to his wife and kids. Marcy was broken. She was married five times or more. Now she is a pastor in the church and works with children... she tells them about God. She denies her relationship with A. And A is upset that he hasn’t seen her since 2005 ... And he wants to see her, because she is very dear to him 😭 How can I live with it ⁉️ Marcy is always with me in my soul... And I can see A here in Instagram... I’m absolutely unhappy when I see his wife Leslie and his children 😭
And where is my princess? my angel, my soul, my Marcy...She's a pastor... somewhere... She hides from us and from A😭
For me #MerDer
love story. Two most beautiful love stories and two most awful finals. In SB they had very bad final too, because Marcy left the show 😭 Eden had such a terrible final that Derek's death was just a fairy tale. How can it be possible? Maybe great love doesn’t have a good final 😒
Maybe it's a coincidence, but it's interesting. Marcy grew up without her mother like Ellen.
Another link. First time A was married to #MareWinningham
for less than a year... but he was... Mare played #SusanGrey
😹Can you imagine?
And yes, #blackhair
always has a huge power over me ❤️