It’s been a rough few trying weeks for me.. I hope that anyone that knows me, knows I’m genuine, I love with all my heart, I’m sincere, kind, giving, sometimes dramatic, caring, and knows how much my friends and family mean to me. Am I perfect? Absolutely not! I have made plenty of mistakes, but it’s made me who I am today. But I DO try my best to be a good, solid person.
This is my favorite verse.. and my go to the past few weeks.
#blessed #triumph #hardtimes #love #itsme #grateful #bekind
“Blessed is she who believed the lord would fulfill his promise to her.”
Hard times, gonna take you down and laugh when you cry
Loss of words. Im praying I got goosebumps and it's hard to stop crying! Praying for the Neidhart!! The legend will continue on the Legacy through Natty Neidhart
#wwe #prayers #loveforall #hardtimes #lossofafamilymember #speciallastmoments
I really want to thank everyone for all of the love that they’ve shown to my dad and my family in the last day. It means so much to us in this tough time. My dad would be so blown away that you all thought so much of him. I can’t find the words right now to express what my dad truly meant to me, but in time I will be able to. I didn’t realize saying goodbye would be this hard. In lieu of flowers, contributions can be made to a cause that’s close to my heart and my dad’s, womensalzheimersmovement.org 💜
I promise to keep your memory alive and continue to pay it forward.
Word of the week 👉🏿 "NOT ALONE"
Sometimes we want our friends to hold our hands through our trials but the reality of it is, GOD would silence our friends sometimes when we feel like we need them the most just so we could ONLY depend on God and so he could be the only one that gets the glory in the end #God #love #journey #foodforthought #Jesus #Lessons #explorepage
The grief that comes up for the loss of my little brother can be very overwhelming...
BUT I can still choose what I will do with it...
The last couples of days I just cried myself to sleep.
The 'easy' way would be to go in distraction or to numb my pain and not face myself. .
But that's not accepting what is in this moment...
That I have very deep pain...
That I have many many many tears..
That I feel very sad...
That there's a part in me that want to change this situation and want to bring him back...
BUT I CAN'T!!!
Because he's gone forever... And I accept that!
I accept that I have this deep love for him...
I accept that my body wants to help me release this pain (tears)
I accept that I can feel what my brother meant to me...
I accept that part of me that want to change this and I give it my attention, my love, my care and the space it's asking for...
💞 I completely accept myself 💞
My struggles, my pain, my tears, MYSELF, MY LOVE...
I have SO MUCH love for my brother and for others...
It's time to share that love with myself, because that broken part in me needs it right now...
I can't bring him back...
BUT I can bring myself back into this moment and accept what is, allow what is and give it uncondional love...
Because that's what it needs right now...
#grief #pain #missingmylittlebrother #unconditionallove #truetalk #vulnerable #tears #cry #acceptance #personalgrowth #personaldevelopment #peace #soultribe #power #love #strengt #loss #honest #inthismoment #hardtimes #selfdiscovery #inspiration #accept #quotes #selflove #selfcare #wisdom #awareness #notetoself
I know I’m not worth a lot but I’m worth a smile #hardtimes
Sometimes I look at you and I wonder how I got so damn lucky. ❤️Thank you for being there. ☀️
[Ik mocht vroeger van mijn leraar extra sporten met verschillende opdrachten niet mee doen. ‘Ik was te dik en ik was te zwaar’. Oke ik woog iets meer dan gezond was, maar ik was niet dik. Het resultaat van deze uitspraken was dat ik een paar dagen niet meer wilde eten. En bijna flauwviel tijdens een andere les, mijn gewone gymles. Deze leraar verplichtte mij te eten en geloofde niet wat zijn collega me gezegd had. Ik haat mijn docent tot op de dag van vandaag.] 🖕🏼
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Gn/gm all 💗 I tried to lift my leg like Hayley fkkslsjcjd i cant wtf .
I'm humbly asking for help on behalf of the Real Family, Erik Real was to be honest a great person. I had the honor of knowing him only for a few short years but from the moment he and I met we were #instacool
Erik was something special (and I'm not just saying this cuz ot his unexpected death) he was determined to make a better life for himself and children that he ventured forth to Colorado by himself due to a great career offer. The thing is Erik had #diabetes
and (though we're waiting on autopsy results) we're suspecting some kind of diabetic episode. We last heard from him July 27th (just 2 days after his birthday). After tons of texts, calls and whatnot we reached out to police for a wellness check. Upon said check our worst fears were realized they discovered his body in his bathroom. He didn't do drugs and suicide just doesn't seem his style, and based on his history and what other information we arrived to this conclusion. But waiting for the official word from the Corner office, however we are presented with several key issues.
We find ourselves in a terrible financial situation, as you know burying a love one is not cheap. On top of that we are presented on the added expenditures of transportating his body from Colorado to Lake Forest, California. So we truly need the help to say the least... here's the link
Please ANY AMOUNT HELPS so please donate and share this... #thankyou #erikrealfund #bringhomeerik #gofundme
#help #superpog1775 #l4f #l4l #share #support #donate #funeral #usmcveteran #hardtimes #please #needhelp #bringmybrotherhome #me #family #gonetoosoon #liketoshowsupport #prayer #toughtimes #time #lovedones #pain #loss #goodbye
Let me be the first tell you.. my move to LA has not been all champagne and caviar. I’ve been kicked, punched, run over by this city. Repeatedly. I’ve been beaten down to the point where I couldn’t get a word out through all my tears. This city has stolen my money, my sunshine and my health many times. It ALMOST drove me away but I knew deep in my core that this is still the start of something special. This city has given me strength, confidence, experience, and a whole new perspective about pretty much everything. The number one thing I’ve learned is that if you want it bad enough you can literally DO ANYTHING YOU WANT! Anything. Anywhere. Just believe in yourself and you can move fucking mountains. I promise — everything that beats you down will always pass and you’ll come out on the other side as a superhuman. You are magical. Just believe✨
Tagged are some of the women in my life who have been through their own hard transitions and are so inspiring to me. They give me love, advice and compassion when I’m feeling defeated. I’m in love with your friendship. Xo
Today is a different kind of #transformationtuesday
This transformation isn't as obvious as my physical transformations after I complete a workout program.
This transformation was an INTERNAL one as opposed to an external one.
This transformation was a mental one that turned into a physical one.
The girl in the top photo was forcing that smile. I was depressed (even though I didn't want to admit it to myself), I was suffering with major anxiety, migraines and dizziness. I barely left my house and I felt like a horrible mom because I couldn't take care of my kids. I didn't know if I'd ever feel like myself again. .
Fast forward through trial and error, medication, soul-searching and a lot of self-care, and you get the girl in the bottom photo. I've rediscovered my purpose. I'm happy, healthy, sassy as ever, and ready to take on the world! I no longer have to FORCE my happiness, I'm genuinely HAPPY! .
God doesn't give us more than we can handle (even though at the time, it may seem impossible that we could make it through). Of course I felt that way too, but now I know I can get through ANYTHING! I am stronger for those hard experiences and I will be able to push through anything else that may come my way! .
#pushingthrough #hardtimes #depressed #anxiety #internaltransformation #soulsearching #selfcare #rediscoveringme #mypurpose #stronger #migraines #dizziness #happy #healthy #sassyaf #takingontheworld #sarcasticmomma #boymom
I saw this picture in the banksy museum whilst I was away, there are so many ways you could read this picture. 🤔
Personally, I take it that we are all carrying the weight of hard things that life throws at you, the fact you keep moving forward whilst carrying these is what is important.☝🏼❤️
This can relate to your fitness or weight goals, don’t let hard times stop you achieving what your capable of... keep moving forward, your in the right direction and the journey will be so worth it! 💯💪🏻
You got this ! 💓✨😘
I Stand for the Strong Girl
This isn’t easy to share but I if it will help someone like me, feel like she is not alone and that there is hope for her too, I am not going to be silent because I'm afraid.
I stand for the girl who seems strong but deep down is easily hurt. No one would know that she is hurting because she tries so hard not to let things get to her.
I stand for the girl who posts motivation and positive things in her life so she focuses on that instead of the negative spiral that can so easily pull her down.
I stand for the girl who works out every day to have endorphins running through her to combat anxiety. Anxiety that once paralyzed her. Thoughts that restricted her breathing, which was a recurring nightmare.
I stand for the girl who has been told to just “get over it” when she expresses her feelings. Anger is easier for her to feel than expressing the tremendous sadness when things go wrong.
I stand for the girl who has children but works a job too. The feeling of accomplishment is essential to her being and the daily life of a mom is never “over”. There are always more you can do as a mom.
I stand for the girl who gravitates towards music that help her feel superhuman. The lyrics and music inspire her be the person she wants to be instead of the person she is.
I stand for the girl who avoids drama and gets along better with guys because of it. Drama has an incredibly negative effect on her. Hurtful things said by others can haunt her thoughts and make it hard for her to focus on anything else.
I stand for the girl who can’t watch the news or handle hearing the tragedies of the world because empathy is a strong force within her. It’s hard for her to shield from the pain others feel.
I stand for a girl who rarely shows the world her true insecurities because the fear of failure is terrifying. It’s unbearable to feel rejected. Positive family and personal relationships are her lifeline. She loves to light up other people and that is her mission in life.
I stand for the Strong Girl.
You come into this world, with nothing except for yourself. You leave this world, with nothing except for yourself. #nowplaying