When I woke up this morning I didnt feel like doing my enema, usually my first ritual in my current morning routine.
I took note of this but prepared one anyway, knowing that I probably won't be able to fit one in tomorrow morning.
After my enema when I normally have a cold shower, I noticed I was craving a hot one.
I realised my body was asking for comfort. Without knowing why, I honoured this with a hot shower first, then finishing on cold for a minute or so.
My morning continued like this... I felt like eating instead of fasting til 12, although I managed to hold off by spending time outside in the sun with the kids, another form of comfort.
At lunchtime, I broke fast with these keto pancakes instead of my usual bone broth.
No special epiphanies about what subconscious activity was craving comfort today.
Just noticing and honouring the feelings, while continuing to nourish myself.
Death is a part of life. We don’t realise how much it’s cycling past us . From the flowers to the veggies in the compost, to our identities and ... of course our loved ones. This pic was taken last year, when I picked up my father ashes. @pamalua1
made things a bit brighter, as she does by dedicating some delicious pastry to my Pops. But he is really “our” pops. He belongs to nothing and everything, nobody and everyone. He has been very present in my life this last year, through dreams and , for me what felt like messages through nature. I’ve listened, I’ve cried, I’ve thanked him for helping to get to this place. Where I Am now , after so much of who I was also died this year. Waking up to less limitation and opening to more within this Life. Dad, I love you, I had no idea how much strength you gave me until you were gone... and I thank you for sticking around in spirit while I rediscover the truth , melted my heart open, dug deep through darkness and woke up to more Reality Whole. I honour your life, your story... and I keep what’s mine to move with life now. Thank you
To all the people and parts of Life that have showed up and been here this year especially, thank you for every part you played, every bit you added. May all beings be happy
May all beings be at peace
May all beings be free
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You are there but you are somewhere else, as your stare damaging your emotional health, into this empty abyss, you thought it was bliss, but this is taking the piss, list all of the dismissed kisses, as your bare witness, to this fatality tragedy, I embarrass me, spirit is prestigious, will god forgive us, emotions are rivers causing scars and shivers. Had dreams we both robbed them, expectations caused problems, we never talked, the bullsh*t walked, our relationship dead like pork, crime scene marked with chalk, you ought to gawk, we went from sweet hearts to threatening court.
So what’s it gonna be, what bothers me is probably, the atrocity of our lack of honesty, hypocrisy and apologies demolish me, abolish please... what is left of us was destroyed when I stopped loving me.
We said fairytales, hammered in our coffin nails, as reality prevailed, we had no holy grail.
Sometimes we laughed and smiled,
sometimes we acted wild,
But we are in denial,
you wanted a child,
Not sure why I’m lying to the truth in my brain,
as I maintain the pulse of my main vein,
this is like counting gains of sand insane,
you look on with disdain, as I release myself from the chains,
purity rains, I must be purity when I reign,
so let’s not pretend like we are what we proclaim.
split at the seams, what does this even mean,
no boundary lines so we cannot shine without blinding each other,
more than a lover, motives uncovered, reasons discovered.
We could have just Said plain speak, but now we don't talk for a week,
animosity reaches peak,
the outlook is bleak unless we stop being freaks,
but deeper than deep.
Hold me down and my surroundings
Let’s start grounding
both of our egos,
create no gos, no growth, like artificial to afro, & if you cry here’s a tissue for that though.
We must endeavour to be clever, it’s better not to tether,
let’s severe before we get weathered.
I need to find me, you need to find you,
until we figure out if you and I can make 2.
It’s okay to hold fear within yourself.
Fear can be motivating if you look at it the right way. It will push you to your limits because you will try so hard to avoid whatever it is that you fear and after a while you might say “fuck it” and you’ll face your FEARS.
Hopefully, when that days comes, you grow.
If we had less fear, we would inevitably be, fearless and man that would be boring.
EMBRACE your FEAR and then kill that motherfucker!
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