I’m completely exhausted after a long day at work, but I made a promise to myself to practice every day no matter what. So that’s what I did tonight. This is an old one called I’ll never know.
I’m sifting through the debris to a ridiculous degree. If I’m coming or going makes no difference to me. Because I had it in spades and then I threw it all away down every wrong turn and decision I made. Because I’m so afraid that I failed and it looks like that ship it has sailed. I didn’t reach for your hand and now I’ll never get it again. So I guess I’ll never ever know.