For the past 4 months, I can only say they're my saviors. They might never know during that private session about they life stories. I also want to share mine. But, it's not really my stage that night. Maybe some other time.
These girls are the team K3 from #jkt48 if you don't know them. They have been my every day life, where I spent most of my time hanging out and deal with they own dramas since day one. Too many stories to tell from my point of view. But, I'm just glad I am part of them. These are the pic from the weekend during holiday sessions with them.
I'm still learning the process to understand each and every drama they throw at me. Every tiredness and sick of being on the stage. How to be the support system when I'm not in the mood but I have to be stronger than them. How to cope with the hours while have to explained to Mom why the late nights and long hours work.
But, you know, as crazy as the timeframes, I enjoyed being here. Something new to learn even there's always glitch here and somewhere.
Thank you girls for saving me! 📷 @rezzahabibie
"Sumpah! Aku beneran gak ngerti banget sama sikap kamu yang kayak gini!"
"Kayak gimana emang?" Kata Leila dengan santai.
_ "Ya gini, udah jelas kan kamu yang minta waktu buat ketemu. Tapi, seenak udelmu juga 'last minute cancelation'. Which you know I hate this!"
Suara Gusti mulai bergetar di ujung jaringan telepon. "Habis mau gimana lagi, Mas. Memang ada acara dadakan. Maafin banget! Aku juga gak mau ikutan. Tapi, ini acara kantor yang harus aku hadiri." Katanya membela diri.
"Udah, telponnya?" Kata Iwan
Sambil tersenyum mesra, Leila mengangguk dan menggandeng lengan pria disebelahnya. "Kamu kasih alasan apa lagi bocah itu?" "Hmm...acara wajib kantor"
Iwan menggeleng saja sambil menyambut jemari lentik yang bertengger di lengannya.
Gusti melirik kaca restoran di depannya dengan murka. Jadi, begitu ya? Acara kantor yang wajib dihadiri.
Baiklah, kalau begitu ceritanya! Kita lihat apa yang terjadi kali ini dengan lelaki yang sudah kau buat berbuih karena kau racuni kemudian kau tertawakan dibelakangmu.
I choose to photograph people or things because I never want or can't be in front of the camera.
Eventhough I can style whoever in front of me and see how good they're in my lens. Still, I can't even do selfie.
Until recently, I learn how to accept myself and love me as I am. The wrinkles, the petite size, the smart mouth and the melodramatic me. Then I started to come out and asked my other fellow photographer to shoot me out if the time is available.
This is the first time and in full body frame. I'm surprised to see myself here. The long walk of photohunt actually shaped my legs nicely. Haha... Thank you @rezzahabibie for this shot! You make me look so fun and the good vibes sign in the background also just perfect.
"Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone's hand is the beginning of a journey.
At other times, it is allowing another to take yours". - Vera Nazarian
How far will you go to touched someone's heart or just be there to listened to what they wanted to say. About anything, no matter how boring the stories are?
Or maybe will you reached them out when you know they're needed you, badly?
I once experienced them one time at a time. I'm just glad I learned a lot about failure, heartbreak and surviving to the negative environment during my twenties. I am glad I have some friends that are damage to the point of stealing things for their own pleasurable moment. So, I need to stay focused and be aware of myself.
Also, of course my faith do help me to hold on. That's how I survived my OK times in 20's.
I guess now are so damn different. We just have to stay sane, most of the time. If not, most of us will just say goodbye easily to this world.
To you out there, stay resilient. You're not alone. You know who you are. Just take a deep breath, once in a while.
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When you work in entertainment industry you're definitely can't escape from service and appreciation.
I know first hand how to give excellent service until your guests eyes actually light up and appreciate what you've done for them or their families.
Last weeked was #jkt48circus in Medan. Even though this is my third time handling event in Medan with different mall and EO. But, this time definitely give us five stars service. From the @medanfp management which give us a lot of special treatment from toilet to bodyguards. Since the very morning when the girls are practicing for the show.
Also, @mantra.manado and @warungkudeta at Focal Point, Medan was so excellent. Thank you for the Store Manager on duty that day Mr. Veny who gave us the best experience in food tasting. Keep on serving with pride and professionalism!
Thank you isn't enough to express my own personal gratitude! Thank you for never ending good foods and snacks!
Highly recommended place to chill!