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Impossible to get these three to look at the camera at the same time!! #PumpkinPatch2018 #RubyOverHere #JohnnyLookUp #IGiveUp
Inktober Day 21- Random fox sketch. (I've practically given up on following the prompts so I'm kind of just drawing whatever I want now but labeling it as inktober (╯•﹏•╰) * * * * #inktober #inktober2018 #fox #random #igiveup #nature #micron #pen #sketch #ink #drawing #traditional #art
I have to wait at least 1 week and then I can finally fucking die. One more week and then I could die literally fucking any day. Who knows when. . . . #depression #depressed #depressing #suicidal #dontcare #suicide #done #fuckthis #sad #sadness #why #alone #empty #pointless #tired #death #selfloathing #dissappear #pain #painful #hurt #dead #dying #igiveup #hopeless #pointless #worthless #nobodycares #icant #please
#okay #igiveup ...imissyousomuch🦁
Monstera Borsigiana now banished to a naughty corner outside.. It was a rescue plant & has just been so much trouble indoors.... It's in a corner that is sheltered from frost so it will hopefully climb against the fence & bricks which are warm most of the year. I have a Monstera D inside doing very well. Let's see if he likes being banished to the outdoors as much as a few of my other annoying temperamental houseplants did 🤞 #monsteraborsigiana #monstera #nofilter #indoorplantsoutdoors #igiveup
Title: Tired Probably a TW ⚠️ Chronic illness brings you down and tires you out. It makes you too tired/sore to socialise, show up to every important event. Makes you too tired/sore to show up to every appointment. Sometimes makes you too tired/sore to even get out of bed for a whole day. You don’t have the energy to reply to every message or call. To put your phone on “Do Not Disturb” so you don’t have the anxiety of all the notifications. It wears you out, not in the way of having worked all day, or worked out so hard, or had a busy day. It wears you out to the point that sitting up and dragging your feet is a huge effort. Chronic illness is the physical form of mental illness and no one can see it either. So those who don’t go through it don’t understand and try to push you because they think that’s what you need. It’s not like breaking a bone and then getting physio for it. It’s indescribable to someone who doesn’t go through it. It’s hard for anyone to be patient with me, especially when I don’t know how to articulate how I feel or what I want to say a lot of the time. They sometimes find it hard to believe because I have a history of being melodramatic. And I completely understand where they are coming from, because I’m not sure what kind of person or friend I’d be like to someone going through chronic illness if I hadn’t gone through it myself. It is never ending and there is no guarantee of when it will stop, and that makes you emotionally drained hearing that. When you’ve been stopped given options to move forward you don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel. When you’ve fought in every way you can to get better and there’s no change, you’re at a complete loss and on the verge of giving up. I can now say that I have tried everything, I have taken every option and I fought harder than I ever thought I could. I don’t see an end or a light. I’ve been pushed to the edge. I’m about to jump. Don’t be fooled by my smiles and posed photos. Those are fake. My eyes are what show how I’m really feeling and doing.
It’s a bird it’s a plane it’s 💨 Koda! Anyone else’s Ridgie get crazy when it’s windy? Zoomies tearing up the yard as usual and ripping up the new seed blanket #igiveup 🤣🍁🦇#kodabat #ridgebacksofinstagram #dozerandkoda #rhodesianridgeback #ridgebacksofinstagram #projectrr
The real spook 🦇 。 。。 。。。 。。。。 。。。。。 #Imdying #sendhelp #school #why #spook #spooky #imfailing #igiveup #relatable #thisismylife
Somewhere tucked away I keep the saddest letter I’ve ever written. I touch upon my sadness here. And I show you sometimes. But the depths of despair that my soul has reached can never be written where eyes can judge. I bare it all in this parchment of preparation. And I wish I could publish it for the history book of mv destiny. Tonight I lie here again. The day has burned out. My fight was strong and my effort was great. But if there was one wish granted me. One perfect gift. It would be to sleep in the realm of eternity. To never have to wake up again in the middle of sleep just to say I love you to a ghost. The absence of the love that once blossomed in my heart is murderous. It kills me to know it’s gone. And I beg for the pain to end. If that wish is granted. I’ll give my own soul to save the most beautiful dream that was dreamt. Just to know that the grief and the sorrow would be gone for eternity. No more pretending. No more searching for something that I will never find. No more gods or monsters. No voices in my head. No choices to be made. No more I love yous that I never hear. Just one last whisper at three in the morning. And I’ll meet him on the other side. The original him. And I can finally walk down that aisle. Kiss you on the cheek. And say goodbye. #poet #poem #poetsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #iloveyou #goodnightmoon #igiveup #youwin #itiswhatitis #freak
When you try to remember what something looked like. #igiveup #mindwandering #indecisive
Dead 🙈When the horse is more picture ready than you 😂 #igiveup
God grant me the serenity to accept that I cant cook a fucking cheesecake to save my life. Whatever, thank God my husbands not picky enough to give a shit. #igiveup #probablynotreally
U have done this one too many times!! I guess me doing what I’m suppose to isn’t ever going to enough!! I feel a bad for u.... cause I know u suffering, blessed people aren’t this ugly!! You may not answer my Question of Why U Are This Way!?!? What’s wrong with doing right for his sake?!? Just remember We all must answer to someone one day! 👌🏾👍🏾👌🏾👍🏾it’s sad, but now I See our reality! #IGiveUp #Broken #Aztaaaa #JustHitTheDonarWhenUNeedEm #DontCallItsokay #ForSureDone #GoDLuckBlckRbs
Trigger warning 😞💔 i relapsed.... #cutter #selfharm #igiveup #iwannadie #suicide #suicidal
Do you ever just feel your failing at being a mum or just life in general.. these last few weeks iv just felt like the weight of the world is on my shoulders, that no matter how many times I got back up something else was waiting to get me down.. so today I’m going to lay in bed, eat chocolate and watch Netflix and forget the world... because sometimes life is just shit... #mumlife #failing #igiveup #ineedaholiday #parenting #parentingfail #quote #meagainsttheworld #instagood #instaquotes
Titan said he found trap money Benny .......and yes I had the cords hidden professionally just to have Marc add surround sound and another cord. #igiveup
Reason number 14,832 I can't have nice things. This is what I found, courtesy of Thing 4, when I went downstairs. Wtaf. (Editor's note: as I'm typing this, hubs says from the kitchen, "No {Thing 3}, you're not putting sugar on your Froot Loops." Seriously. I can't make this stuff up). #momlife #igiveup #ffs #bread #3YOaretheworst
Just another night, acc its not a night it's more than a night. Time is irrelevant here, whether I'm one second without ur love or a life time it feels the same. I burn in this cold fire every time when I need ur love but I'm too afraid to ask. I'm too afraid to dare and ask u to love me. U didn't have to do much. Just say I love you lol and I'll take it as if u showered me with all the volume of infinite love packed in those three words. Sigh tonight was a night where u knew what I was going through but you still didnt love me. Yes ik u said u wanted space but why does that mean u cant support me. And let's not pretend like when ur acc here ur loving me, because u don't then either. The only time u have loved me is when I've begged for it. I will always love you with all my heart I want to protect u and care for u and be with u and be ur best friend and hold u and support u in everything. But I need some cooperation man come on. Sigh idk should I have sent this? #breakupquotes #heartbreaks #relationshipquotes #relationships #mentalhealth #lovequotes #love #suicide #heart #heartbroken #alone #heartbreaks #depressionquotes #deppression #icutmyself #icut #selfharm #iquit #igiveup #hell #help #helpme #relationshipsgoals #relationshipadvice #snap #snapchat #instagram #longdistance #socialmedia #media
Everyone in America 🤣🤣🤣 #lottery #powerball #madmoms #igiveup
Aw you’re all so cute let’s get a photo..... 😓🙈🤦‍♀️ #reallife #realstagram #igiveup
Yep.. . It ain't gonna happen... #IGiveUp #GimmeTheDragon
As if having chronic kidney disease and a heart condition isn't enough.... diagnosed today with the beginning stages of COPD. Not sure how much more I can take!!! Oh wait... there's more....they found a tumor on my thyroid!! #wtf #justquitsmoking #itsmyfault #frustrated #cantbreathe #copd #igiveup #killmenow Fuck you God, seriously!!! I hope you are happy now!!
This is what my husband thinks Les Mills Barre is 🤦🏼‍♀️😂😂 . #igiveup #funny #thatsyou #noidea #lesmillsbarre #alwaysmakingmelaugh
Hello darkness my old friend
Came across a photo of the after shock of Anya "looking for something" in her room. OMG! #kidsarecrazy #kidsaremessy #igiveup #myroomisamess
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