Christopher Amador Gama-10/06/89 to 10/23/89. Here I am again dealing with this horrible, horrible day. It’s been 29 years and the hurt, grief, and feelings of emptiness has not lessened. On this day at 8:17am we lost you. You put up a fight. You tried to make it but you were just too small. You stayed with us for 17 days. The doctors said you should not have lived that long, but you were a fighter, my beautiful little boy. You would be proud of your twin sister. You would also be proud of your 2 sisters who were born after you left us. It’s indescribable the feelings that I still have to this day of not being able to hold you when you were still alive. It’s not natural to bury your child, let alone bury your newborn baby. I know you’re in a better place and not suffering, but that doesn’t ease the pain I feel of not having you/wanting you with me. Hopefully I will see you again. Daddy misses you so much and I Love you with every fiber of my being. #ilovemyson #theloveofafatherandson #theloveofafather #ilovemychildren #imissmyson #imissyou #imtired #imtiredoftrying
...na vida, aquela selfie com a toalhinha da academia pra provar que o sache de hoje tá pago! 🏋💪
I Love my son Jasper he is so handsome. Keep moving forward buddy.
So Cooper's birthday was on indigenous people's day this year and the next day was his painting class. Got this back today he's been working on it for weeks and I couldn't be more proud. #ilovemyson
Trying to surf, likely to impress the girl with his bad boy moves. #ilovemyson
The big 3 today 🎉
Where do I begin.. Kayden you have changed my life in so many ways! You have taught me patience (I didn't know I had) 😂
You have taught me to slow down and enjoy the small things in life.
You have taught me I need very little sleep to survive 😂
But most importantly you have taught me unconditional love.
Thank you so very much for making me your mommy. You don't know how grateful I am to have you in my life. (Even on the days I seem cranky)
We are learning together on this journey. & I cannot wait to see what life has in store for you baby boy. 💕
I love you,
#3yearsold #ilovemyson #happybirthday
Hadde med meg eldstemann på trening i dag🙉😂 Gossin!
My dog ate my homework📝 and my dinosaur ate my dog!😆 #ilovemyson
Because mommin' ain't easy! Haha! 👦😏💓