someday I will take my mom to stay here. I like the calm here cool and not too noisy.you know? someday if I marry she will always be my responsibility, her sadness is my grief and her happiness is my happiness. Do you know ? when 3 days after my father died, I did a video call with my mom, god I could not see her face,?she was so sad even from her face seen how she lost someone who accompanied her to old age. but it turns out to be true at least when they get married and they pronounce the promise with allah of 'till death separates' it turns out that she really loves him , until he is left behind from this world. my mom told me 'i miss you. this is like a dream ' but when 7 days later I did a video call and I saw her smile as before, after rain, there is a rainbow that will accompany you? after I saw her smile and I think again, I have to change my life I have to compile all the plans from the beginning I must realize their dreams, wouldn't if want to realize their dreams then I should bury my dreams? yes of course I used to dream of how I go around the world while working but I change it now and so on my one goal, they are happy, I want to make some effort for them so if someday when I can not do anything at least they will not slump with me. I will not stop I will keep walking until my legs tired and unable to walk again then I will stop.
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