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I wanted my first picture to be of one great foods known to mankind, not bloody Mary’s people, but Benedict’s. The Benedict will never let you down, it will never go out of style and it was always be saucy. This is my food blog and despite what Chase will say, this is another shitty food blog.
I'm sixteen years old, I've been struggling with Depression and a
Anxiety since I was twelve. I started cutting when I was thirteen. But I haven't cut for about a month. I thought I gotten past the rough patch of my depression, but boy was I wrong. Since April, I've been going through "shock waves" as my therapist calls it. I found out around April my dad had been cheating on my mom for two years. He had a secrect family and everything. He stay at our house during the day and go to his girlfriends house at night. He told us he was working on house. He'd steal money from me and my sister. He took my brother Xbox and gave it to his "stepson". During that time he drank like crazy. He'd push and hit me and my sister. But he'd brainwashed us our entire life telling us it was "fatherly love". Since my mom kicked him out. He's made our lives living hell. Not to mention my mom, brother, and me have moved more than eight times in the last year. Then he beat the shit out of my mom. I was actually on the phone with my mom when he was beating her. I was terrified. He always says he'd never hurt us. But he already has. Everything I've known in the past has been ripped away from me. And I don't know how to handle it. I've developed the bad habit of smoking cigarettes to help ease the self harm thoughts. And i know it's not the best alternative. But I'd be harming my body doing either. So whats the difference. Nothing matters anymore. He's called the police and DFS on my mom for absolutely nothing. He told DFS that I snort cocaine and smoke weed. He's told me to burn in hell, and that he doesn't love me. I use to look up to him. But saying the truth hit me in the face would be an absolute understatement. I just want him to leave me alone. But he never will.
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Meow motherfuxxer, meeee-ow....... 🐈
Be ready for the take over ya diggg...👀
Hubby came home from Costa Rica tonight and brought home little man his first pair of shoes and the cutest onesie 💙💙😍😍 #ImDone