#imnotajunkie

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Having depression and anxiety is tiring. . . . I went in today to have a med check. I’ve been on so many different medications I can’t remember what I’ve tried and what hasn’t. The one thing I know that works is Ativan for my panic attacks. I went in today with determination to ask for more and to keep that portion of my treatment steady. My dr told me that I’m addicted and that due to me continuing to take it is stopping him from treating my anxiety and depression properly. He said I’ll only get worse and that he will not give me more because it’s not helping me. I was so angry I started to cry. I shouted at my dr today and fought for my anti anxiety meds. I refused to be made to feel like I’m a junkie who’s looking for a high. I NEED these meds to function, it’s not a pretty sight to see me when I’m in a full blown attack. My dr said I need to suck it up and deal with the attacks and not take meds. What?! After today’s visit I was successful in getting more anti anxiety meds and continue with my SSRIs. But I’ve decided I don’t need that kind of toxicity in my life and will be asking for a new dr to dispense my meds. . . . Was I wrong? Would you have done the same? . . . #panickattack #itsoknottobeok #mentalhealth #stopthestigma #medication #imnotajunkie #anxiety #anxietyrelief #depression #mentalillness #help #myjourney
When the shit goes down...you better be ready🎵 unexpected things happen and will keep on happening. But when you are ready beforehand... It is easier. I'm ready when you are my son. #acid #trippy #lsd #imnotajunkie #ijustlovetrips #fuckyou #beready #shithappens #london #peaceofmind #relaxation #peace #and #quiet #peaceandquiet #cypresshill #whentheshitgoesdown #whentheshitgoesdownyoubetterbeready
🐾 (🔊sound on) LISTEN, I DONT JUDGE YOU FOR DVRing DANCING WITH THE STARS SO THAT YOU DON'T MISS ANYTHING, SO HOW BOUT IF YOU DON'T JUDGE ME FOR JUMPING INTO THE NIP SACK A LITTLE MORE THAN USUAL LATELY. I CAN QUIT AT ANYTIME!!!🐾 #imnotajunkie #catnipjunkie #itsmedicinal #highaf #junkie #dontjudgeme #ineedit #dwts #dancingwiththestars #catladybox #cute4kind #catvideos
A year ago, a very excited man woke me up at the crack of dawn telling me he wanted to go on an adventure. Long rides on the motorcycle, skydiving, adrenaline running through my veins and this!! #thebestdayever March cannot come quick enough 👰🏼🤵🏻 #skydiveameliaisland #engaged #proposal #skydiving #adrenalinejunkie #imnotajunkie #adventure #adventuringtogether #158daysleft @naplesbound
#chronicillnesschallenge Clips from Part Three! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the third part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie paindoctor insurance runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 3/3 Health History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/akHklYLJtOQ painmanagment
I only #kick to the crub the people who are #Trolls #Nazis #Racist #Haters #Future #Topics ! Are easy to remove from my social media sites... Clips from Part Three! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the third part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie paindoctor insurance runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 3/3 Health History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/akHklYLJtOQ painmanagment
Shout out to @marcscottemery @jodieemery @cannabisculture I said individuals but I really meant; these players in the Cannabis Community.. Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Painpills vs Cannabis! Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Shout out to a friend whose always been looking out for my best interest ♡ and always thought deep down it had to be my neck causing all of these f*****-up problems thank you for your support ☆ thank you for your strive thank you for never giving up on me as your friend!!!! @ladibaum_love Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Ref. My Primary... not explaining anything... and me finding out the horrible news about my neck by my pain dr... Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Ref. My Primary... not explaining anything... and me finding out the horrible news about my neck by my pain dr... Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Ref. My Primary... not explaining anything... and me finding out the horrible news about my neck by my pain dr... Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Clips from Part Two! #vlog showcasing more parts in the next few posts! ( all 3 vlogs are now #live and I will be showing a few clips here on Instagram of exactly what the #vlogs are about and just showing it clips please go to the link that's listed below or go check out my Facebook #page #listed on my "main page of Instagram" where I have linked the two part #videos additional to 1st 2nd and 3rd parts thanks for all your support new #follows and new #subscriptions it #meanstheworld having all your #support from the #artistsoninstagram #chronicpain #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #shoutouts Love on #YouTube !) Tags: (#imnotajunkie #paindoctor #insurance #runaround plan) #Watch "#Storytime Part 2/3 #Health #History #ThentoNow #SpinalStenosis #Cannabis #Parenting#LifeUpdates " on YouTube https://youtu.be/L4NeysK2bII #painmanagment
Health MOT this morning. "Check yourself before you wreck yourself". Most of us think we are fine, but do you know exactly what is going on with your basic health markers? Did you check your hormones, your blood count, your triglycerides, cholesterol, LDL/HDL, sugar level, thyroid, T3 and T4, testosterone and cortisol levels? What is your blood pressure, heart, liver and kidney function? When is the last time you looked into that? These are basics tests i like to check every 6-12months. I suggest do the same each year as an insurance policy, but especially if your diet is not great or you struggle to loose body fat, by doing these basic blood tests you'll see what is actually going on under the hood. Knowledge is power. Period. #healthmot #healthcheck #bloodtest #doctor #imnotajunkie #health #personaltrainer #tabakafitness
Never let anybody make you feel like you're not good enough, because it's not you that's the problem, it's them. 👊🏻 #ImNotAJunkie
You just don't know how beautiful you are, and baby that's my favorite part #imnotajunkie
So a friend thought of me during his food shopping, coz it's called #spacebar and it's #vegan 😁 #veganfood #sausage #veganism #imnotajunkie
#mydaytoday #doctors #bloodwork #glucosetest #imnotajunkie #needlesfordays First time in a long time I've left with just little marks. Normally I have bruises all up my arm. #goodjobdoc
@Regrann from @immaprowierdo - Sometimes I just hate ignorance here in my country.. I always getting told that I'm the addict.. but if you ignoring people, open your eyes, your point of view would definitely be wrong.. You really don't know how much poisen your pills have.. I'm really serious.. I'm not a hater tho.. but I think people should think twice before you come with a conclusion about that cannabis users are junkies... look at yourself.!? I can survive my depression and anxiety only on medical cannabis, and nothing else.. I use it for sleep, pain, anxiety, depression and eating disorders, and I feel fine only using this.. But how many pills do you use for only one disease? Please keep it natural after all.. #imnotanaddict #addict #addicted #imnotajunkie #junkie #Denmark #danish #dansk #københavn #copenhagen #hvidovre #post #picturepost #dailypic #instamood #nytsystem #legaliser #legalize #jegerikkemisbruger #disorder #feeling #feelfine #onlythis #nopills #keepitnatural #depressed #deep #thinkaboutit
This x100000000000000 #Repost @titaniumtriathlete with @repostapp. ・・・ ADVOCACY. We must give a damn. We must stand up and say "this is wrong." We must let our stories, our voices be heard. Because when we do, we encourage others to do the same. And when that happens, our collective stories, voices, and damns that we give help to make a difference and lead to change. My social media posts on Facebook and Twitter in response to Bill Mahers incredibly offensive, ignorant comment calling people who take opioids "junkies"... reached 43,000 people (and climbing each day). Countless comments and messages from people that were touched by the posts. That is what advocacy is all about. Please friends, give many damns for whatever it is that lights a fire within you. Give more damns than anyone... 💖 #titaniumtriathlete #advocacy #patientvoice #imnotajunkie #stopthestigma #makeadifference #chroniclife #invisibledisease #chronicpain #autoimmune #chronicillness #believeinyourself #nevergiveup #chasingdreams #dowhatyoulove #fearisaliar #liveinspired
ADVOCACY. We must give a damn. We must stand up and say "this is wrong." We must let our stories, our voices be heard. Because when we do, we encourage others to do the same. And when that happens, our collective stories, voices, and damns that we give help to make a difference and lead to change. My social media posts on Facebook and Twitter in response to Bill Mahers incredibly offensive, ignorant comment calling people who take opioids "junkies"... reached 43,000 people (and climbing each day). Countless comments and messages from people that were touched by the posts. That is what advocacy is all about. Please friends, give many damns for whatever it is that lights a fire within you. Give more damns than anyone... 💖 #titaniumtriathlete #advocacy #patientvoice #imnotajunkie #stopthestigma #makeadifference #chroniclife #invisibledisease #chronicpain #autoimmune #chronicillness #believeinyourself #nevergiveup #chasingdreams #dowhatyoulove #fearisaliar #liveinspired
This is my arm after giving blood for the first time. Two and a half weeks later and its still bruised. #imnotajunkie #justgaveblood
It wasn't me 😜😎 #sampahmasyarakat #imnotajunkie #grrr
Ojitos Chiquititos #ImNotAJunkie #Sleepy
Back for more allergy testing, 33 injections in total today 😭 #allergies #test #imnotajunkie #justclarifying
I'm in love with tabasco! (Coco voice🎤) #loveit #yummy #tabasco #imnotajunkie #flavor
약하면 아주 ㅈ되는거여.. 인생 쫑났다자너 마누라 잃고 자식잃고..... 중독성이 강한건 시작부터 하지마라. 비오는 날 꿀꿀한날 운동가는길에 오랫만에 fav track이 나오네.. Work hard play hard , train harder. #afroman #becauseigothigh #imnotajunkie #hiphop #rnb #soul #listen #badass #dope #rainyday #gym #workout
'Like drawing blood from a stone' #overit #shitveins #pain #bruised #needlephobia #fml
Little taster of 'big mistakes' from the new @kilkovec ep. #Rock #riffs #grunge
The real reason we went to Oregon. #imnotajunkie #makeabetterdecision
Roadtrip necessities. #imnotajunkie
#independencearmy |Day 12| Okay so when I went to the ER the other day (migraine from hell was no joke) they had to put in an IV to give me morphine and phenergan. Now I had this big red track mark on my arm.. It's weird.. You can see a red trail where my brachial artery flows.. I feel like it's just irritated, maybe because I slept with my arm bent while the IV was in? Idk but my point is that there wasn't much shoulder pressure in Shoulder Pressure Pose. Side note, any doctors or nurses wanna reassure me that I'm not dying? #eradventures #yogiproblems #balance #isthisreallife #imnotajunkie #getonyourhands #success #feeltheyogahigh #fearnothing #challengeyourself #listentoyourbody #live #love #breathe #spreadlight #yogagirl #asana #namaste #beallyoucanbe #yogaeverydamnday @beachyogagirl @laurasykora @kinoyoga @glyderapparel
All I cant think about is requiem for a dream. I dont want to lose my arm. Bahaha #junkiehole #imnotajunkie #tattoo #healdammit #worstplaceforatattoo
🐀RAT STEVENS🐀
I got bloodwork done Monday and today my arm makes people think I'm a huge junkie. People keep staring at it. :/ #instapic #instadaily #imnotajunkie #thursday #bloodwork #ihopeimok #instablood #bruise #clean #ihatethedocs
Hmm... These #cannabislollipops and #hashlollipops has no effects. If anything, they taste like colas? #amsterdam #imnotajunkie #curious
Nothing says "I'm ready for vacation" like looking like a junkie! 💉 #blooddrawgonewrong #imnotajunkie
Stupid blood test... Now i look like a junkie #bloodtest #imnotajunkie
The nice lady gave me a bandaid. #thanksbugs #doctor #imnotajunkie
I got some goodies♡♡ #ImNotAJunkie #SideEyes lol
My reason for living comes around every Lebanese Easter. These bad boys. #omg #bestsweetever #canteatenough #greattheresicingsugereverywhere #imnotajunkie
I joke! #jackson #imnotajunkie #rock &roll
Gnarly.
I'm not addicted. I just know now know the magic of sleeping without pain. #hydrocodone #pillpoppinanimal #notreally #wellkinda #goodnight #imout #swollenlymphnodes #galstones #imnotajunkie
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