Feel sickened by the Brett Kavanaugh hearing? Me too, so here’s me feeling disgusted on our beautifully refinished wood floors #ineedadistraction
I don’t know how not to feel with my whole heart. It takes me months to let go of something, maybe longer if I didn’t want it to end. I have a hard time letting go of something once it is over because of how intensely I love. In my head I feel crazy and I’m sure I look like it, but to me it’s just not being able to let go of something you wanted to last forever. Something you thought would last forever. Most days I go through what feels like 16 different moods and at this point I’ve pushed everyone away. I know this post is completely random, but there is so much going on in my head I had to put it somewhere. I fight for people until they want nothing to do with me and then I’m embarrassed. Why am I not good enough to be fought for? I feel so unimportant so forgettable. I can just be tossed aside without even trying harder, regardless of obstacles. What’s wrong with me? Besides being a complete nuisance and borderline stalker? Ugh. I wish I could turn this anxiety off. I feel like I’m going crazy. .
#rant #realtalk #mylife #anxiety #sad #todaywasabadday #butthatsokay #loveintensely #withyourwholeheart #allornothing #selfie #ineedadistraction #cleveland #ohio #may #selfies #monday #broken #butstrong #ortryingto #fucktrust